Dost thou love life? Then do not squander time, for that's the stuff life is made of

计划好的旅程终于来了；

你还是对我的顾虑万分烦躁；

sorry to be anal about this;

但是有一些事确实是连自己都觉得没必要过分在意的；

却也在最后一分钟执意地坚持着；

我和我那股偷偷还在爱你的傻劲；

一股我自己知道就算再怎样付出再怎么努力也得不到回报的傻劲；

我没有埋怨；

让我就这样执著着吧；

这也是我唯一一样让我自己能够洋洋得意的性格啊。

hate to be late, alwaz the early one.

The world is full of willing people, some willing to work, the rest willing to let them

like when you were still awake at 4a.m. in the morning;

like this is your day off and you are online in the oddest hour of the day;

when anything happen during that time;

you just know it's meant to be.

I love you the more that I believe you have liked me for my own sake and for nothing else

it's not like this is going to be the end of the world.

sometimes all it takes is just a beer and a cigarette; that will actually make me feel better; even that is just for little while.

No one can build his security upon the nobleness of another person

she spotted him from afar; once at the cafe; and now at the book store; might just be a coincidence; she never really into nerdy type anyway; that boy gives her a good vibe nonetheless; his white converse shoe, she thinks; she has to do something; she walked passed him twice; checking him out see what is he reading; with vain however; stepping out of the book store strolling around the city on a beautiful wet after rain Sunday morning; she feels fine despite the little disappointment; "do you always give up that easily?"; someone approaches her; "sorry"; "i dont mean to be rude. i notice you passed me by twice just now without any notion or intention. i cant help but to let you know mine, that wasn't really a coincidence, i spotted you from far, too, your white converse, you look like a girl who smokes, into indie music and just seems like my kind of girl, have coffee with me to prove me wrong or unless you have something else better to do than to let this good vibe pass you by?"; she laughs out loud, steps on his converse and run to the nearest cafe, then she shouts:"now come and get even!!"

Great hopes make great men

或许是我们缺少勇气

不敢踏出彼此的安全区

或许是思念情绪

美得让人质疑

多可惜我们还是

免不了得放弃

it wasn't meant to be

事到如今我只能安慰自己

it wasn't meant to be

事到如今只能说

我们无能为力

可是你我心底

清楚明白这份爱若坚持走下去

清楚明白这份爱当初若坚持走下去

我们会在一起

it wasn't meant to be

遗憾我变得小心翼翼

关于你的话题尽量回避

但难免有人好奇

关心起我和你

怕唤起记忆一概回应

心想好的一句

与你分离说好那天不下雨

我心都快碎了

怎么忍住哭泣

Real freedom lies in wildness, not in civilization

"you know darn well that's not what im talking about"; "what is it then?"; "you wont understand"; "oh well, enlighten me, will you?"; "i really dont want to do this?"; "do what?"; "get ourselves into an argument"; "no, we're not arguing, we're just merely stating out our different opinion and hopefully come to consensus with it"; "i dont care, just do whatever you want, i dont care"; "yea sure right, do it again, walk away"; and what u dont know is i am walking away for your sake, for the sake of loving you....that you will never know, ever; and its not that you care anyway..

i hate to repeat myself twice.

When someone does something good, applaud! You will make two people happy

我真的是不愿意的；

为什么你就是要开这样的玩笑；

我不明白；

我就是这样的敏感；

你认识我3年了；

还是一而再地犯同样的错误；

我知道你没有在意；

不是钱的问题；

是我的性格；

我有我的原则；

因为于我；

如果你是不在意的话；

你不会说；

而你却说了；

而我就是那么的在意的。

Everybody lies, but it doesn't matter because nobody listens

我不想骗你；

我只是想骗自己；

骗自己说我不在乎你。

favourite food: japanese

The trouble with normal is it always gets worse

** from the movie (500) days of summer - i was that guy....

Tom : No, you know what ? I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on.

Summer : Nothing’s going on. We’re just ..

Tom : We’re just what ? Just what ?

Summer : We’re just friends …

Tom : No. Don’t pull that with me. Don’t even try. This is not how you treat your friend. Kissing in the copy room, holding hands in Ikea, shower sex … Come on, friends my balls.

Summer : I like you, Tom. I just don’t want a relationship.

Tom : Well, you’re not the only one who gets a say in this ! I do too ! and I say we’re a couple, god damn it !

when someone bought a new pair of shoe but the label still stuck at the bottom, annoys me.

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare; it is because we do not dare that they are difficult

想着一些出了神；我的不安你居然看得出来；很多事都瞒不过你；都说好了的；见到你还是一点紧张；是我自己；i hate last minute； 你也懂得但却不能做些什么；毕竟是你的工作；u r different; 其实我真的是没有想过你会这样的在意；但有些事就是根本骗不过去的；我不想说谎；至少对你我不想；我没有对你说的感觉太多了；我不想连给诚实意见的权利也失去；“喜欢吗？”； “不”； 我们的喜好不一样；就是这样而已；你没有必要重复和盯着我说的；我用尽全力对你很好了；可能你不知道；可能你装不知道；我也不想知道；现在的我不想知道。

favourite month of the year: October

Arguments are to be avoided; they are always vulgar and often convincing

"do you want a coffee?"; "are you making any?"; "no"; "so you are not staying?"; "only if u making some"; "are you always this sensible?"; "i try to be, i dont want to assume anything"; "maybe you should try it sometimes"; "for what? to get hurt, no thanks"; "no, wht im trying to say is maybe what you assuming was right, i do want you to stay and you can ask me to make you a cup of coffee"; "well, on the other hand what if i assume things wrong and get hurt, i just dont want that anymore, im tired"; he is speechless at this point; but suddenly i see him walking towards me; in his hand are two cups of coffee; "i want you to stay, im not begging or asking, im telling you to, stay with me, ok? im making you breakfast after this.....and dont you just be all sensible without assuming and walk away from me, you hear that?"; im smiling inside....and feel love growing....

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence

又坐在这里踌躇了一整天；也不知是为了什么；some restlessness creeping on my nerve; 心里是知道的；清楚自己的底牌；就是不甘心；on the edge of settling down for 2nd best; 但就不是自己想要的；不停旋转徘徊在那个已经去过经过的十字路口；这是一个没有人能够帮我做的选择；对或错都是要对自己交待； 但有些事真的不是你一股劲的豁出去就会成事的；对这我也唯有认了。

We have too many high sounding words, and too few actions that correspond with them

4am; "hello....r u awake?"; im trapped and tangled myself into some sick fun with someone who can never be, never ever be.

i like rainy days.

Arguments are to be avoided; they are always vulgar and often convincing

it's looping in my mind, over and over again, the things you said;
 in the end; as always, i'm too afraid to ask about you and your view on relationship;
i want to figure out why, so that i can know you better, in a way;
 i don't think it's because of me, but even so, you would've told me that it's not because of me, then again, it is a question too personal for me to ask anyway; you probably wont want me to know you that well;
 we have never get too personal with each other; though at times i wanted to try so badly but i insist myself not to; but then, even if i try, you would've said no anyway, like i know you would or you can even lie;
 
 i begin to think that i am actually making this trap that you are so ready to get out of, then i make you draw yourself back to this trap again and again; at the same time i am falling into the same trap myself;
 you're being more sensible than i am; i suppose; wanting to be just friends and all;
 you said you're weak; unfortunately i am weaker; being reckless and insensible;
i hated myself for not being able to say no;
 i hated myself for being so useless and powerless in front of all this;
 there's so much addiction to this attraction;
 it's far from just being to be able to make love to you;
 it's not just that;
 it's something beyond that;
 at least to me;
 
 it's when you keep on talking and how i don't feel annoy at all;
 it's when you always ask me a question that i unable to answer;
 it's when you and i have to crack our head having to make stupid decision and have light-hearted quarrel for whatever that we have to make decision about;
 it's when you always ask me about something and my opinion is somewhat almost always the contrary; (which i think that quite make sense, coz if you like everything i like and i like everything you like, then i wouldn't have like you the way i like you now);
 it's when you and i deliberately annoy the hell out of each other just for the fun of it;
 it's when how you and i laying around to watch a movie;
 it's when Maroon 5 turned up randomly on your i-pod and it makes me feel very happy;
 it's when you're sleeping and i am able to hear you snoring and wake up beside you the next day;
 it's when you and i are making a random conversation over a small cup of morning coffee;
 it's how i am able to say something awfully silly and not to be seen as silly;
 it's when i am able to touch and hold you without saying a word;
 it's when how i know it's enough just by knowing that you are there;
 and i could go on..............
 
 these are the little unnoticeable feelings that made it all up for as long as i could remember the things that have had happened between us;
all these things are the things that i can't say no to;
 i would've still enjoy myself being with you;
 even without doing anything;
 even without saying a word;
 even without making love to you;
 it's beyond that now;

 i seem ridiculously stupid to have made you think that all my staying with you was because i want to make love to you;
 i would've still stay, even if i can't make any love to you, i would've still stay;
 
 the thought of always presuming things will be more bearable by saying less was wrong;
 but in my case, i don't think it would help anyway if i talk too much;
 i will just confuse people and myself even more;
 that's just me;
 and i couldn't think of the reason why am i writing you this;
 presumably, this is just something stupid that i needed to do.

Where we have strong emotions, we're liable to fool ourselves

dont you know him by now? he would call and let u know whenever he needs you...

favourite clothing: t-shirt & jeans

When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane

you are charming; you clearly know that; you could've just said nothing or anything or even just smile; but instead you said you see; but what do you see? the idea that i miss smoking joint with you and that was fun; that's not my idea of fun at all; not this way; clearly for me.

you dont have to ask me; nonetheless you did; what are you trying to prove; it makes me wonder; you said let's go somewhere; i asked you to plan; time and time delay; it's not my style but i have no right to voice out; no right at all what so ever.

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear

my favourite number is 2

you shoot a life that i wish i had....i like how you say "it's fine" but it's actually not; i found out that you are in a place so far away but you still continue wanting to keep in touch; you fail to realize my despair and pretend that nothing is wrong between us; your unwillingness of all seems to have kept us even closer; i do not understand the reason behind all this; at time you want me closer when all the while i thought you want me far.

If I have ever made any valuable discoveries, it has been owing more to patient attention than to any other talent

i have an idea;

from now on;

here;

let's do this just for fun;

i post my one fav pic a day;

plus one thing about me a day;

and if we last long enough;

say for a year;

in the end;

we would have here:

365 of my fav pic

and you know about 365 things about me;

how about that?

My favourite color is Green.

Do not weep; do not wax indignant. Understand

what you have to understand is;

not everyone thinks like you;

someone might just not like you;

it's really not your fault;

you do not need to figure it out;

and you do not need to please everyone;

the one you once loved might not always be there;

but that does not mean they're gone;

just try to love yourself harder;

that's all..

A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling

"Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?"

i never tell you this coz i thought you would never understand....it's weird to think sometime things that used to be so important and so matter to you dont anymore; you reliase the change and actually love it; then you think about this little person that you are being; the world go round, life goes on with or without you; but you are indeed important; you just dont quite know when yet...

Trust thyself only, and another shall not betray thee

你说你有一点点的时间；你又去了一次远足旅行；你说星期三你会回来；不重要啊；这不是我想要知道的；其实我没有在你的行程里；我还有自知之命；你没有告诉我；我不想你以为我会难过。

Give all to love; obey thy heart

Even now I can smell your clothes

Freshly from the wash,

Still hot from the dryer.

Even now I can smell your skin

As I wrap you in a towel,

Lay you on the bed, and try to love you

Even now I can feel your arms.

I can feel your breasts.

I can hear your songs.

And I always can find you again.

Even now I can feel your hand

Gently over mine,

With almost no weight at all.

Even now I can feel your eyes.

Watch me as I strum

Much too late at night.

Even now I can see you smile.

I can hear you hum.

I can hear you sing.

And I always can find you again.

Even in the dark of night.

Even in the lowest light.

Even as the world outside is spinning,

And spinning

Even now I can feel your hair

Blow across my cheek

As we sit in one of two chairs.

Even now I can feel your face

Resting on my chest,

Wrestling for sleep and failing at it.

Even now I can see you sleep.

I can see you dream.

I can see you fly.

And I always can find you again.

And I always can find you again.

Many of our fears are tissue paper thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them

今天心情- 无聊。

Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable

If you are the cloud, then i am the snow

If you are the rain, then i will not grow

All of the asperity you have sewn

If you are the voice inside of my head

That's fine with me

I'll turn down the bed

You cannot control me from the other side

No, you will not control me from the other side

Here we are again, love

Here we go again

By your side i can't pretend anymore

Now everything starts where it ends

When nobody wants you in their life

When nobody wants you in their life

When nobody wants you in their life

It's alright, it's gonna be alright

Do you feel what i feel coming?

All the oxen freed us now

Hiding in the tree life, kids come out at dusk light

Don't go home, it's tip toe time

All these threes are my trees

All these dreams are my dreams

Cool it Mr. Ice Cream sun!

Now cool it Mr. Ice Cream.

Here we are again, love

Here we go again

By your side i can't pretend anymore

Now everything starts where it ends

Do you feel what i feel?

Our heart is slowing down

No one will love what you love to defend

It all will start where it ends

Now do you see what i see?

Your calm is breaking the sound

Do not fear what i fear to pretend

All this will start where it ends

Wake up, you're alive

We're on your side

Wake up, you're alive

We're on your side

Wake up, you're alive

We're on your side

Wake up, you're alive

Here we are again, love

Here we go again

By your side i can't pretend anymore

Now everything starts where it ends

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter

"so?"你问，在我还没来得及回家之前；我想你是在意的；但却不想我误会的那种在意；于是就这样很没有在意很轻松；还是一样玩乐着吃着汉堡；你问了我一个有关尺寸的问题；it's just something random; 我不相信;如果从来没有想过又怎么会问呢? 你有你不想解释的原因;我明白; 所以当你一直问我而我也没有说的时候你也应该明白.

我在你做的梦中；我想我是对的；你有一点点的恐惧；对死亡；对未来；但你却没有想过要开始一段新的生活、又或有一个家；我也不必为你担心什么；还是就一起去旅行吧！"you are in my will and i want to leave you my camera.." - end-

No one is ready for a thing until he believes he can acquire it

actually;

i am not as nice;

and as brave;

as you think i am;

or as i thought i could be.

True religion is the life we lead, not the creed we profess

I'm very pleased with each advancing year. It stems back to when I was forty. I was a bit upset about reaching that milestone, but an older friend consoled me. 'Don't complain about growing old - many, many people do not have that privilege' .

- Earl Warren

It is our responsibilities, not ourselves, that we should take seriously

you think you can just come back into my life again;

and expect me to say yes;

you give me this illusion of falling in love with you;

and you walk away;

you feeling all alone, sad and lonely;

and you thought of me;

it doesnt work that way.

I am certain there is too much certainty in the world

凌晨2点钟；喝了点酒；藉着一股微微的醉意；我和你聊着； spontaneously:"hey, im serious, are you?"; "i am, i see you here"; 就这样而已；我们之间相互吸引着彼此的；我们很清楚；是性； 无他； 我们都知道各自的需求；no string attach; it's a game; just dont get burn.

081109; 1331; 忙吗？不忙；你呢？很想你；我看着你；you're so different today; you are so stress and i feel restless beside you; 你很紧张； 你从来都不曾这样；我不知道真正的原因；你没有说；我没有权过问；来到星巴克；你居然无端端唱起beegees的歌；还真像；我还是按耐不住问了；你没有说只是说你很烦很纳闷；你是老了；疲倦的老了；还是在滔滔不绝；我想你其实是怕孤独的；但你从来不肯去承认；至少你不肯向我承认； 还要装到什么时候呢；如果想就说吧做吧；怎么样也只不过只是几个字而已呀: "我爱你陪我去玩玩，好吗"

The only reason some people get lost in thought is because it's unfamiliar territory

yes im insane;
coz even if i already have enuff shit for myself to deal with;
i still want to put up with ur shit;
thats cause i love u;
i really do.

Change is the process by which the future invades our lives

其实他可能也不知道自己其实在想什么的。

The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook

he told me about this long time ago; on his view not to care; i just cant seem to let go; noise blur into background; he whispers to me:"please hold me and never let me go, ever."

The self is not something ready-made, but something in continuous formation through choice of action

你一下子消失得无影无踪；让我突然间无法适从。

Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared

let's give our live to each other ; we will figure it out together.

To see what is right and not to do it is want of courage

有时候；我真的是想残忍一些；无情一些；冷酷一些；让自己没有感觉一些。

It is impossible to defeat an ignorant man in argument

i try to write everything everyday; even a little; even though there is nothing much to write about; all and all i actually just want you to know; i miss you dearly....like nothing else in the world matters, but you.