Saturday, September 29, 2012

The reward of one duty is the power to fulfill another.















Sorry. No hard feeling. Ok?
什么时候你开始介意了,我们什么也没有承诺过,我没有说过要等你回来,你不能埋怨我,你没有资格。

Friday, September 28, 2012

People ask for criticism, but they only want praise.














和其他人做什么都没有一回事;
而和你就是那么一回事;
我和你的一回事。

Sunday, September 23, 2012

I couldn't be more proud of you than if you were the first man on the moon.














maybe they will get divorced and all kind of shit; but fucking who cares? why does it bother you so much? why does it bother you that maybe two people fucking love each other and they want to get married and they want a relationship and they just want to be happy.

it's like you want everybody to think independently but you want everyone to fucking agree with you; why cant you understand that some people just want to be happy.

are you happy? are you?

im fine, im absolutely just fine.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

If you're never scared or embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take any chances.


we sat by the bar; ordered our drinks; 2 beers; i was people looking; checking out people around the bar; you were looking at me; smiling; your hair all tie up tonight that looks nice; i wish i give you the urge to kiss me on my neck and whisper in my ear something sweet and sexy; im still afraid; scare of losing this fight; most of all scare of losing you; but the reason why i never allow you to do that was because i was writing about you, im sure you know that, right?

Friday, September 21, 2012

We have, I fear, confused power with greatness.















不是说好不在意了吗;不是已经说好了吗?他连这是不是爱都说不上来;什么才会令他有感觉呢?就凭着一次的触摸一个那么轻的吻;可是之后他也没有很在意啊;没有来电、短讯、说话;那代表什么了呢?

到最后;
什么都不是。


Thursday, September 20, 2012

The manner in which it is given is worth more than the gift.














what if everything is just a delusion? illusion?
you were late for 22 minutes;
i sat by the bar in black waiting;
a guy almost took your seat;
you;me;ourlife;longdistancerelationship;love;affair;travel;parking;work;food;interest;randomlychatting;touching;kissing;
that was the kind of impression we've made within the first 15min;
it lasted;
3 beers;
i like you;
you were touching my hand so softly;
look at me you said and you are very pretty;
still shy as i am;
what if everything is just a delusion? illusion?

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

You learn a lot about people when you play games with them.















"Not because there is the possibility of growing old together or something;
But just because you like each other enough."

it's something that i havent heard for a long time that feel so right and so good.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

First weigh the considerations, then take the risks.














看着时间;
我们两个都在线上;
但都没有和彼此说话;
这样很伤。

Monday, September 17, 2012

Be honorable yourself if you wish to associate with honorable people.














原来上一次见你已经是一年前的事了;你还是一个样;你也是;我们彼此笑着玩弄着;这一次之后有很大可能以后都不会再见了;终于还是说了出来;我没有伤心失望;我们就躺着在那张很大的双人床上;什么都没有做;聊了一整晚;临走前我喝完了那一杯冷掉了的咖啡;看了一眼你常用的那个香水 - issey miyake "intense"; 我知道你将要结婚了;我祝福你们永远快乐;要快乐。

这是我们的结束礼。

Sunday, September 16, 2012

Never esteem anything as of advantage to you that will make you break your word or lose your self-respect.














远距离的恋爱;
我已经说服了自己那不是真的;
相爱就是要想见;
那一刻实实在在的抚摸接吻是多么的重要啊;
此时此刻。

Friday, September 14, 2012

Although prepared for martyrdom, I preferred that it be postponed.













we are done and we sitting by the bed side, quietly; finally you said im going away; for how long; i dont know; are you coming back; i dont know; tell me something that you know for sure; but you know what; there is nothing i know for sure just like how i feel so unsure with you but also at the same time being with you is the surest thing ive ever done, touching you feeling you kissing you are the only thing i feel sure about; i know im a big fucking mess myself & you might not want to pick up my crap and be with me; i can see it in your eyes if i ask you would actually say yes.

yes.

that's another thing i feel sure about;
perhaps the unsure part is not you but me; just me.

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves.















U told me something I never knew;
That u read my blog all this while;
That my old blog vanished and it's such a shame;
That if I knew that u were following my blog before I would've stopped the posting altogether;
That I know u know me well;
That u did the right thing;
That u made the right move;
That.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Simplicity is the peak of civilization.














U called; 2212; where r u? What u doing? As usual entertain u with ur shitty luck; I'm out and driving; can u come over? I never say no; not to anything of urs; that u should know; I'm glad I caught u while u r out; did that mean u won't call if I'm in; I wanted to just call and say good night; we ended up with beer supper and chit chat all night; that was like my ideal form to spend a night;with you; that's the truth; I should let u shoot me again; I should really; before I grow any older and fatter, u know?

Friday, September 7, 2012

It matters not whether you win or lose; what matters is whether I win or lose.














你必须要再一次勇敢地打开心房,去接受一段在你面前你却一而再再而三拒绝的爱;他说;你怎么能就这样断定我的必须呢;每个人有不为人知的过去;我没有多说;你是个很慢热的人;我是的但我并没有拒你於千里之外这一点你是庆幸的;现在的我毅然迈出了脚步决定了不要太轻易就接受那所谓的情爱;我知道机会不会等我;我不想解释;还是等过了十月;再说吧。

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Take what you can use and let the rest go by.















人长大其实就有必要改变、承担、接受;
可是她竟然这样说;
而且还是对最疼爱她的人;
我听着心都碎了。

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Happiness is essentially a state of going somewhere, wholeheartedly, one-directionally, without regret or reservation.














你时常就是这样可爱、这样美;好爱你呐;我看着你就笑了;这样就够了;两个人的关系真的可以很简单、也可以很复杂;电影取材的美好事物不能总是期待它们就发生在生活里;遇见到一些人庆幸遇见过他们教懂了我一些人和事;人生岂能尽如您意;是不是就应该坦白;太坦荡荡其实会把我也给吓坏;真的就是轻轻的对我说我好就够了。

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering - and it's all over much too soon.















you ask me about work;
how am i doing;
i almost want to cry;
i was telling you:
i haven't been travelling;
i haven't been shooting;
i haven't been doing anything;
i haven't been living;
but all i want is someone to appreciate what i do;
and i will give it my all;
only that;
i still cant get.