Monday, June 13, 2016

There’s a difference between loving the idea of someone and actually loving who they really are.

times changes and it fly through; you know three persons that correspond with you at the same time; feeling what they feeling; do not know what they exactly know because no one is telling the whole truth to each other; you kept saying you need me; the other one has turmoil happening with his current life; the last one we celebrated a fantastic event together; in the end it all ends with sex; it always does and in the end you always leave; always; so why should i care anyway. 

Friday, June 10, 2016

All great things must first wear terrifying and monstrous masks, in order to inscribe themselves on the hearts of humanity.

we confirmed on the time; in the end you wanted me to cook for you; i thought ok, why not; let's make this slightly special; i can not believe we have known each other for so long; and yet the urge of feeling you; be close to you still has not subsided; we talked more about life; about you; her; the eventual acceptance when it comes to choices because that is the only thing to do; your new screen play; your friends; your family; the pasta was overcooked; not much sauce; but you y dont mind it; i know something more about you; what you do not eat; the decision in drinking that sparkling wine; which you thought i bought it for you; again you long-windedly babble on about human being; that you despise them; yet you still living; yet you still working; writing; that we can solve each other's problem; that for as long as we know each other; we still have baggage that each one of us must solve by ourselves; i bought you cake; birthday present; you were happy and please about today; on your birthday; happy that we spent time together and did what we did; we slow danced to "my little valentine"; i am still pretty sure on the fact that we will not make it if we do this for the long run; i never did and never would with anyone; because it is only in my dream everything will falls into place perfectly and yet i am living in a reality; let's get wounded and face the realities; together; i will be fine; as long as we know we will be together.

Ideals are dangerous things. Realities are better. They wound, but they are better.
-- Oscar Wilde