Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Anger is a prelude to courage.

I know but I don't understand.
What is it that we need to figure it out.
I think secretly and consciously you like the idea of doing everything by yourself, on your own.
Certain things you need someone else, most things you don't.
I really can not comprehend why two people like and miss each other, can't be together. 
It it something hard to swallow.
Until I know the exact reason why,
Pls do not write me and telling me that you miss me.
You will only make me sad, very very sad.

Monday, May 25, 2015

A friend is one who sees through you and still enjoys the view.

and this is the time we need each other the most.
at least i think so.

you still write me and say you miss me.
that makes me very very sad.

i would like you to stop now.


Sunday, May 24, 2015

The force is within you. Force yourself.

- letting me know (you also letting all your close friends know)
- listen to what i say (you also listen to what your close friends have to say)
- make decision as a couple and reach consensus, together (this if we ARE a couple, only we can do, but are we?) having a say means i get to make the decision too.

these are 3 different things altogether.

we can argue our case to no end deciding if we are a couple or not.

if you want sincere loyal friends, like the three of your closest friends, me too, can be another.

i feel no place here, not as your girl friend (maybe you dont feel like my boyfriend too), this is what i am trying to tell you. by leaving me out and have you, yourself dealing with it all doesn't cause any ease, you are sidelining me and it creates doubt in this relationship. i cant bear to see you get hurt and sad. it makes me sad. i feel bad i cant be there for you and help you thru, this is what people do when they emotionally attach.

it will be tough, but time will heal. it always does.

Friday, May 22, 2015

Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half sorrow.

Today last year, you thought you would've found someone that you can be with, live with, help you with, little did you know that part never comes easy.

You can buy someone, but will that be real? Will that last? Will that be love?

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

The great thing in the world is not so much to seek happiness as to earn peace and self-respect.

She said this is the first time i didn't play with my phone so much all night. 
Because you didn't call.
Because you didn't text.
Because i don't have to response. 

Not anymore.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

If failure is not an option, then neither is success.

i guess;
we like to tell each other;
about our small story;
every single day;
just very very small story;
that people tend to forget.

Monday, May 18, 2015

The nobler sort of man emphasizes the good qualities in others, and does not accentuate the bad. The inferior does the reverse.

It has been two days.
Feels weird in the beginning i am not able to tell you things.
It just takes time.
Like everything.
I love you. 

you know what.

we dont need each other, anyway.