Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
if im going to die tomorrow;
i will miss you;
now dont you go all emotional on me;
u were telling me about a party;
being the last one in and the first one out;
u wanna stay young;
u wanna go somewhere;
but your year is so packed;
i can hardly fit in;
i can hardly speak my mind;
i can hardly breath.
Monday, February 25, 2013
its not about winning or losing;
but if i cross this line now means u win right?
thats like the cutest darn thing you ever said to me;
but no, it's not about winning or losing;
it's my feeling for you and you should know that;
it's good to see you with all the dramas;
i wont have it any other way;
and you should know too, me like u lots, despite the emo bit; so we reconfirm sunday for lunch;
yes and yes. xxx
i have it when you explain things and you are right;
this is not about right and wrong;
so this is between you and me for the longest time;
you just easily put it in words;
to me its even simpler;
so this is not sex but this is not a relationship either;
there, you were speechless;
if i have a choice i rather have us some other way;
not like this.
Sunday, February 24, 2013
but why was i telling you about her;
because i know i would never have the guts, never be brave enough;
not on quitting; not on saying no; not on anything;
not on just to tell you how exactly i feel for you;
i always lose; always do; always getting rejection;
i dont mind it at all if its all from you;
only from you.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
we thinking to meet;
you text-ed me first;
i feel happy;
kissing teasing each other;
you say i was a bit shy and ask me why;
i'm never the kind of girl that jump all over you;
i'm never the girl that get all excited and enthusiastic;
i'm never the girl that initiate anything;
but that doesn't mean i don't like you;
i want you to know that;
YES I WANT YOU!
Friday, February 22, 2013
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
you never used to be so exact and precise, once again you are back to that; i miss you u said and keep on reminding me that, this week will be busy, i see you next week? i smile and just nod.
we just crazily burping away, it was really a moment that we able to share something we never share with each other before that bringing us closer; you are same annoying as before;
you are just so beautiful, so pretty, nice smile, great body - what stopping you from wanting me? what stopping you from being with me. i dont know.
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Monday, February 18, 2013
Friday, February 15, 2013
Thursday, February 14, 2013
i kiss you so lightly on your lips; you turn me on so much, i cant help it; u want me to say it out loud; i just like you so much making love to you; making you wet, making u cum, like last night; is that wrong? you have to think it is actually the wrong thing to do, really it is, if you really think about it; guess you are not really thinking about it; not for her sake anyway.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Those who respect themselves will be honorable but he who thinks lightly of himself, will be held cheap by the world.
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
We all start out with the same alphabet. We are all unique. Talent is not the most important thing --- discipline and dedication are. Craft can be learned but desire and longing are innate. Despite the demands of school and just being young, try to write SOMETHING every day --- a description, a captured emotion, a simile, a metaphor. Read, for crying out loud! A writer must read the way a ball player must go to the ballfield every day to practice. Everything is possible in this world of ours--- and so's publication.- Robert Cormier, answering the question "What advice do you give to young people who want to be authors?"
Monday, February 4, 2013
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
maybe its not her that stands in the way;
maybe we are never meant to be;
and we never tell each other so;
i am the type of person that wont even ask for breakfast without knowing if you really want to get breakfast;
you see i am the type that over-think on things and so afraid of rejection hearing the NO coming out from your mouth;
i am not even mad when you are late, misread & misunderstood the message i send across,
because i know i am not qualified to be the one who gets angry with you;
im just not until you make me so.