Thursday, February 28, 2013

I like life. It's something to do.

we were remembering;
the concert;
that trip;
that day;
it seems just happened;
it was actually 5 years ago.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody.

you say if you move away from here you will think about me all the time;

but i say you will get over it and that's life.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

I had rather do and not promise than promise and not do.

if im going to die tomorrow;
i will miss you;
now dont you go all emotional on me;
u were telling me about a party;
being the last one in and the first one out;
u wanna stay young;
u wanna go somewhere;
but your year is so packed;
i can hardly fit in;
i can hardly speak my mind;
i can hardly breath.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Throw your heart over the fence and the rest will follow.

its not about winning or losing;
but if i cross this line now means u win right?
thats like the cutest darn thing you ever said to me;
but no, it's not about winning or losing;
it's my feeling for you and you should know that;

it's good to see you with all the dramas;
i wont have it any other way;

and you should know too, me like u lots, despite the emo bit; so we reconfirm sunday for lunch;
yes and yes. xxx

i have it when you explain things and you are right;
this is not about right and wrong;
not anymore;
so this is between you and me for the longest time;
you just easily put it in words;
to me its even simpler;
so this is not sex but this is not a relationship either;
there, you were speechless;
if i have a choice i rather have us some other way;
not like this.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Sometimes creativity is a compulsion, not an ambition.

but why was i telling you about her;
because i know i would never have the guts, never be brave enough;
not on quitting; not on saying no; not on anything;
not on just to tell you how exactly i feel for you;
i always lose; always do; always getting rejection;
i dont mind it at all if its all from you;
only from you.

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Age is…wisdom, if one has lived one's life properly.

we thinking to meet;
you text-ed me first;
i feel happy;
kissing teasing each other;
you say i was a bit shy and ask me why;
i'm never the kind of girl that jump all over you;
i'm never the girl that get all excited and enthusiastic;
i'm never the girl that initiate anything;
but that doesn't mean i don't like you;
i want you to know that;

Friday, February 22, 2013

Style is knowing who you are, what you want to say and not giving a damn.


Thursday, February 21, 2013

Whatever the mind of man can conceive and believe, it can achieve.

U r here with me;
U r telling me that you've been thinking lots about me;
And I actually miss u too;
We both hold each other so tight;
Longing for the embrace;
You like the smell of me;
Very unique something like vanilla;
I still don't dare to ask;
What happened with you and her.

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

To get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with

you never used to be so exact and precise, once again you are back to that; i miss you u said and keep on reminding me that, this week will be busy, i see you next week? i smile and just nod.

we just crazily burping away, it was really a moment that we able to share something we never share with each other before that bringing us closer; you are same annoying as before;

you are just so beautiful, so pretty, nice smile, great body - what stopping you from wanting me? what stopping you from being with me. i dont know.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Even grown men need understanding.

really; i dont miss being around with someone anymore.

Monday, February 18, 2013

A happy life is one which is in accordance with its own nature.

i actually miss you, i told you that day, when we sit together at that cafe, drinking coffee; i wanted to touch your hand, i wanted to kiss you face and your lips, but i didnt; ive been thinking about you a lot; thats all you have to say.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Walking is the best possible exercise. Habituate yourself to walk very far.

i kiss you so lightly on your lips; you turn me on so much, i cant help it; u want me to say it out loud; i just like you so much making love to you; making you wet, making u cum, like last night; is that wrong? you have to think it is actually the wrong thing to do, really it is, if you really think about it; guess you are not really thinking about it; not for her sake anyway.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Those who respect themselves will be honorable but he who thinks lightly of himself, will be held cheap by the world.


Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Seek simplicity, and distrust it.

This is exactly why I avoid being emotional and start sharing unless I know that u r really serious and give a damn.
I just so anxious and I hate being left alone hanging. I just hate it.
U can fuck me leave but please don't screw with my head & my heart. If u do u can go and fuck yourself!

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

The best way out is always through.

We all start out with the same alphabet. We are all unique. Talent is not the most important thing --- discipline and dedication are. Craft can be learned but desire and longing are innate. Despite the demands of school and just being young, try to write SOMETHING every day --- a description, a captured emotion, a simile, a metaphor. Read, for crying out loud! A writer must read the way a ball player must go to the ballfield every day to practice. Everything is possible in this world of ours--- and so's publication.- Robert Cormier, answering the question "What advice do you give to young people who want to be authors?"

Monday, February 4, 2013

Friends should always tell you the truth. But please don’t.

i enjoy being with you;
that day, that weekend; at the hotel;
that's the real you;
you were laughing; talking a lot; not thinking so much;
i like you like that;
im serious about you;
i want to be with you;
i hate this street now coz i want to give you a big hug and kiss you;
right here. right now.

Saturday, February 2, 2013

It is good to be without vices, but it is not good to be without temptations.


Friday, February 1, 2013

The highest reward for man's toil is not what he gets for it, but what he becomes by it.

maybe its not her that stands in the way;
maybe we are never meant to be;
and we never tell each other so;
i am the type of person that wont even ask for breakfast without knowing if you really want to get breakfast;
you see i am the type that over-think on things and so afraid of rejection hearing the NO coming out from your mouth;
i am not even mad when you are late, misread & misunderstood the message i send across,
because i know i am not qualified to be the one who gets angry with you;
im just not until you make me so.