Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Genius begins great works; labor alone finishes them.













26032013; 我一早就传了简信给你; 整整一天了;你没回;想你应该是很忙了;傍晚8时许;你传简信我没回你来电就相约吃饭;其实真的是有想念你了;见了你才知道原来你今天倒霉透了;我笑笑;你累了;我从你眼里看得见;遗忘了锁匙;弄错了低音吉他;这个那个的让你忙了一整天累坏了;我说这样我们不用见啊;那你可以在家好好休息;你却说今天已经糟透了能见到你会是今天最好的事;我还为我们拿不定要吃什么而争吵了十分钟有一点儿纳闷;可你也还是在乎的;然后就在聊聊我聊聊你;我没有很忙;我没有问起我们是不是真的去旅行;我说我最近常常看新闻;我有的没的问起一些他国的经济状况;你耸耸肩有一搭没一搭的;我讲讲大选没有太在意;然后说起吉隆坡生活水准真的是越来高;你说和美国某一个州比起便宜百倍;but there's no kiddo there; 其实我第一遍就已经听见了;但是我在装; huh? 什么;然后你又没好气的说了两遍;应该是有意思的吧;不然就骗骗我讨我开心吧;我真的是很容易满足的;而你一直在说的就是很想我而已;我想那已经够了;够了。

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Absolute faith corrupts as absolutely as absolute power.














20032013; 1930; 交通阻塞让我想推去这个约;庆幸没有;第四次见面;TGIF; 两份餐都没能将食物吃完;以后我们得叫一份一起吃; 我有一些犹豫;顾虑; 焦虑; 他一眼即看出来了;有什么坦白说;不要浪费时间;我心里面在想你已经是第几个我在一起的已婚男人了;他们都和我很有感觉彼此承诺过渡过了一些时光;他又是一个已婚男人这一点我确实很在意。

但他只一句 - 和我在一起开心吗?

开心。

这样;就够了;因为我清楚知道什么是我在乎的。

Monday, March 18, 2013

But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.














Stick with the program;
I hate the program;
Me too but that's something we have to do;
U miss me again u said;
Doing that thing I normally don't allow u to do;
But u feel like it with me and u only doing it to me;
We went out, had beers;
isn't life the same at the end?
People get so sick with routine but they end up doing things they normally do anyway.

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn't.

















我和你见了才两次面;
第一次咖啡;
第二次电影;
你的风趣让我对你有一些好感;
说好不要再如此轻易地坠入任何一个象这样的陷阱;
但我就是那么脆弱那么容易动摇的人;
再一次见面我们吻了对方;
我没有对你很坦白;
而我却咄咄逼人的想要知道你的更多;
然后你问我为什么;
有很重要吗我说;
当然,你认真地回答着;
我们才认识一个星期而已啊;
那好你说就当我们认识了六个月好吗?
这怎么能当呢?
其实我没有对你说出一切
我是很清楚知道的;
因为如果我还是象以往一样奋不顾身的栽在一个人的手里;
我会很伤很伤;
而你亦没有向我确实认定我们之间的关系;
在这发生之前我想我们还是好好去过着彼此的生活吧;
往后的事就先等往后再说好了;
所以我为自己留了一点余地;
那条一如往常我最终会选择的后路。

Saturday, March 16, 2013

I believe that freedom is the deepest need of every human soul.














I forget since when. 
U missing me still.
We went to the same place.
Unintentionally.
Surprise we didn't bump into each other.
I never share with u my plan and u never share yours.
The timing is different. Never intervene with each other at all.
Unlike some people they can travel on impulse. I have much to think about. Matching time n schedule with my friends. To plan.
Then u decided a date and say lets go one of the weekend. Hope this time is for real.

Friday, March 15, 2013

The love of liberty is the love of others; the love of power is the love of ourselves.














U told me its important
And I trusted u
Coz I just care too much
I love u so in a way that u will never ever know

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Words calculated to catch everyone may catch no one.














我不知道你有没有觉得好一些;
但是;
我能够做的就是如此而已;
世界上总会有一些人;
他们的出现让你看清楚一些真相;
我希望你会因此变得更坚强、快乐;
everyone deserves a 2nd chance; you included.
no matter what; i love you.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Discovery consists in seeing what everybody has seen and thinking what nobody has thought.













1900, none of us was late; u passed by; didn't see me; u called; i answered; quiet hotel lounge; coffee; orange juice; u smoke; didn't bother me; was a nice short meet up session; talking about what makes you happy and what do u like; to me that's two totally different things; u seem serious; know what u want; no bullshit type; i like it that way; be straight forward; stick what u want; u r in the process of getting something off; already seem determine we are attracted to each other; u want to plan the next meet up already; i just need time.

that's all i need.

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.














那种忐忑不安的感觉;说好了不让它再回来的;我在角落静静地喝着我的咖啡;你没有来我很在意;就一通短讯就好;有那么难吗?我和你根本不相称不相符;我不喜欢你喜欢的;你有难言之隐;你被很多事情困扰;你是工作狂;你总会抽时间来见见我即使是30分钟也好;我其实也很高兴见到你;在多次拉扯纠缠不清的情况下;你还想我怎样呢;我只能对你心存感激;淡淡然像朋友一样的感激。

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.















you look just so sexy and i especially like your pink underwear;
if she is not in the picture getting in our way;
would i be the one who is being with you right here right now?

Monday, March 4, 2013

Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power.














i have the opportunity to go away;
i dont know what you would do;
i just know you are going to shoot me dead.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

A professional is someone who can do his best work when he doesn't feel like it.














你借用了我的车子;有的没有的再一次说着你的visa;低音吉他;印尼;新加坡;泰国;很慢;我也免疫了;你想我说什么呢;我们一而再再而三的误解了对方;你以为我去你家;我以为你来接我;怎么会错呢?讯息就好好写着呐;你很喜欢我;我将这一份好感变作了感激;下车时我没有问你;我只是说have a nice day;我依然故我的测试着你;我问起她;她五月会过来;那我算什么呢;再问下去有用吗;有答案吗;我们坐在吧台哪儿;三杯酒;killkiney;一份fisn n chips; checking out your wood; 你却把我惹笑了;而其实我心里面在哭。

Saturday, March 2, 2013

You can pretend to be serious; you can't pretend to be witty.














还是说不吧;
我也只不过是凡人一个呀;
就认真的做着自己吧;
很多人对你有期望的其实;
也算是一个交代吧!

Friday, March 1, 2013

All progress is precarious, and the solution of one problem brings us face to face with another problem.














you just keep on telling me that i am beautiful;
you just keep on telling me that my hair now looks great, it's the right length, that you always love my hair this way;
you also keep on telling me how you like it so much making love to me;
maybe im immune to all these compliments;
maybe i highly doubt that it's actually true;
maybe i just don't want to believe that beautiful things will ever happen to me;
maybe not ever.