Wednesday, May 26, 2010

On the whole human beings want to be good, but not too good, and not quite all the time

how can you hold everything against me because i said too much the every first time;
we both have different interpretation in things;
sooner or later you will realize you too can be wrong.

If a man will begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts he shall end in certainties

you think too much;
i think too much;
both being in and out of love;
overly sensitive;
if i don't say anything doesn't mean it means nothing;
yet you insist and i didn't;
how long can last lasts;
will you be able to wait;
until i say things you want to hear;
things that you actually want to hear;
not to please you;
not to satisfy you;
but things that i mean;
i really mean;
i mean.

i love u.

i do.


will you be able to wait?

Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain - and most fools do

im constantly struggling;
finding the right spot;
i want to be a better person;
whoever she is;
i know she will be a better version of me;
she hates confrontation;
and she just hope that she will not anymore.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Monday, May 24, 2010

We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be

me and him;
totally different thinking;
yet madly in love with him;
doesnt care what he says;
dont want to care too much on what i say;
just want to be together;

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Hope is necessary in every condition

you know when you say i dont care about other;
and i told you so;
coz i dont;
i only care about those who close to me;
and that include you.

Comedy is simply a funny way of being serious

and then i found out i hurt the one i love the most by hiding;
by being a coward;
by being an asshole;
i talk to people;
during this 3 weeks;
on a journey;
to find myself;
where the one beside me constantly remind me;
ask me to be who i am;
i didnt manage;
i ignore them;
instead i run and jump into my comfort zone;
afraid to hurt people but actually hurting them the most;
people who know me as a person ask me to walk away;
but people know me and accept me for who i am ask me to stay;
stay on, hang on, u will see a brighter day;
and u r this person that i feel so close to;
that i should listen to;
that i want to spend of my life with to.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Knowing that there is worse pain doesn't make present pain hurt any less

Your horoscope for May 10, 2010

Discretion may be a virtue. However, judging by others' confusion, you've said far too little about far too many issues. Your intention was to simplify things but you've only caused problems. Fill in those involved with all the facts, before they make any more false assumptions based on lack of information.

There are people whom one loves immediately and forever. Even to know they are alive in the world with one is quite enough

and uve been thru so much all your life;
revealing your wild side;
unbelievable on how un-wild you have become now;
want to live a quiet life;
full of passion, love and desire;
and im experience a new life;
right now right here with u;
the fact that im risking myself to get hurt;
spilling everything out;
whatever mess up past that i had;
it contains no lie;
all becomes history;
and though u might not believe what i said;
but everything i do now is for u;
i want to be changed;
by u;
im a change person now;
just for u;
all i need u to do is give me time and trust;
and i love you;
and u have to know that this is true;
i really really love u.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

An honor is not diminished for being shared

and then i realise;
i have absolutely no idea;
i dont know about love;
i dont know about myself;
im lost like a child;
i cry;
i freak out;
i feel all alone inside;
he hold my hands;
tell me do not be afraid;
everything will be fine;
i want to believe him;
i just need time;
a lot of time;
are you with me?

Friday, May 7, 2010

Live forever or die in the attempt

Your horoscope for May 7, 2010

For you, YP, meeting new people, going out with friends, advancing in your career, and working with a team are the guarantees of a life of satisfaction and fulfillment. However, you have a tendency to build walls between you and the people you love. Today, the stars are encouraging you to let the people around you accept you for the good person you really are.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Deal with the consequences of your actions, 'cause life ain't no video game


Monday, May 3, 2010

Woe be to him that reads but one book

suddenly everything is fine;
we broke it off;
after 7 dates in 3 weeks time;
i feel awkward because i miss you;
you make me want to try harder;
i remembered;
i shouldn't let go;
i still cling on you;
and you ask for an explanation;
i gave it to you;
everything is clearer now;
back together again;
you stop sharing your fear;
and i no longer share mine;
just feeling strangely fine;
you never want to change me;
i try to please you too hard;
i lost myself;
you are still into me;
i breathe you;
i should tell you more i love you;
because i really do;
one should not be afraid to admit and say so;
and suddenly everything is fine;
just fine.

Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real

i breath you.....

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Realize deeply that the present moment is all you ever have

We all face the same way, Still it takes all day
I take a look to my left, Pick out the worst and the best
She paints her lip, greasy and thick
Another mirror stare
And she's going where?

Another office affair, to kill an unborn scare
You talk dirty to a priest, it makes you human at least
Is she running away, to start a brand new day?
Or she's going home, why's she driving alone?

Is anyone going anywhere?
Everyone's got to be, somewhere

She's got a body in the boot? Or just bags full of food?
Those are models legs, but are they women's, are they men's?
She shouts down the phone, she missed a payment on the loan
She's go to be above the rest, keeping up with the best

Is anyone going anywhere?
Everyone's got to be, somewhere

Waits tables for a crook? You wrote a hardback book
to teach kids how to read, sell your body on the street
And nurse without a job, another up town snob
But have I got you all wrong, one look and you were gone

Is anyone going anywhere?
Is anyone going anywhere?
Is anyone going anywhere?
Everyone's got to be, somewhere