Sunday, October 31, 2010

Those who don't know how to weep with their whole heart, don't know how to laugh either













and as we were walking;
you're a lucky man;
was he talking to me?
or u?
or us?
who knows?
just some really random shit;
but how r u?
how u've been?
what's on ur mind?
do u really want to know?
do u?
if u r asking me just out of politeness;
u can save it;
coz in my head;
it's full of images of you and her;
i love you, still, deeply;
and i dont want a "no";
and i dont want to hurt;
and i dont want to be lucky.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

She wanted something to happen - something, anything: she did not know what
















so it's again another last minute lunch date;
wasn't as smooth as we expected to be;
restlessly annoyed and agitated;
u asked me about him;
i told u about him, a little;
why does it matter now?
suddenly........just suddenly;
i dont want you to be my friend;
not ever;
not like this;
yea, im a bitch;
i know.

Friday, October 29, 2010

If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves



















i break this down into 5 parts;
and u said this is a club;
where only open for a real short period;
i join in and that makes it a 2 people club;
i can't let it go;
you never let me know;
how long u want me to be in this club;
u said tell me things;
take care, luv ya;
what does that all means?
is there or will there ever be anything more?

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Mighty hard to tell the people you love you’re a failure

..how come you are so beautiful today? and i dont want to guess the reason you say that is because you really think i do; i want to know that for sure; hold my hand; pull me into your arms; kiss me and tell me i am beautiful; that you mean it.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

The cruelest lies are often told in silence

















i hate it when u put me under the spotlight;
why can't you just love me?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living


那天;
再一次;
和你来到了那一间熟悉的咖啡厅;
你没有想问我什么;
也并不好奇;
但这一次我直接地对你说了;
你很惊讶;
我没有多想什么;
我只是希望和你真的能够做一生一世的朋友;
好朋友。

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy


let's go some where together again;
but you always so busy;
says who? why you blame it on me now?
i didnt coz you are, we talked about going somewhere everytime,
but we never really sit down properly and plan it;
we just say it and im not like you;
i understand you dont have normal day off like i do;
you take off randomly as you wish;
i cant and you just have to understand that;
and if i ask you now;
can you tell me when and where you like to go;
i can already tell the answer is no;
so no, i didnt blame it on you;
you just keep doing it to yourself;
and to me.

Friday, October 22, 2010

What happens when the future has come and gone?


因为你知道;
其实并不是这样的;
我睁开眼睛看着你;
微笑的你;
我看到了自己。
我走着走着,
向着人群,
慢慢地,
我双手插着口袋,
悠闲地;
我没有颤抖没有害怕;
勇敢地;
因为我知道我并不会迷失自己。

Thursday, October 21, 2010

We live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities


但是你已经忘记了;
就像我曾经如此真心的爱过你;
而现在的我分手之后也不留余地;
我就是这样的极端;
这样的坚决;
我不会改变;
不为你;
也不为自己。

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

It takes too much energy to be against something unless it's really important


我知道你是想知道的;
为什么你不问我呢?
有用吗?我会很难过的;
我不想你伤心,不想你哭;
所以我没有问;
我不会允许任何你有可能伤害我的机会;
所以在你还没有来得及以前;
我自己先慢慢离开。

Monday, October 18, 2010

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away


late evening;
got ur call;
didnt manage to answer;
text back;
u asked to dine;
let's beer instead;
doing the usual;
burger and beer;
chit-chating about norm;
love, life, work;
i whine about wht i normally whine about;
u talked about her which doesnt mean much to me;
i will never ask what might hurt me;
no guy - me straightly said;
not giving u an opportunity for more;
what for i thought;
but i miss u;
that i have to say;
again and again;
i miss u....
eventho it hurts.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

An intellectual is a man who takes more words than necessary to tell more than he knows














从你的泪水,我看见过去;
从你的汗水,我看见未来;
让我的唇轻轻地吻去你的泪水;
让我的手慢慢地拭去你的汗水;
然后,再一次用心聆听、抚摸、感受;
那一段已经远去以及即将要来临的爱。

As I get older, I've learned to listen to people rather than accuse them of things


you are trying to get in ‘n i am trying to get out!

the more i talk and think, the more i lose words and thoughts.

Most of the basic truths of life sound absurd at first hearing


How is this going to work when people wanted to live more “real” than before, but:-

They dun go to bank anymore;
They dun go out and meet new friends anymore;
They dun queue for movie tickets anymore;
They dun talk anymore;
They dun hold each other anymore;
They dun kiss each other goodbye anymore;
or when they say “How Are You?”, “I Am sorry”, “Thank You”, “I Miss You”, “I Love You” but they dun mean it anymore……..

How do you be “real” when everything around you is NOT “real” anymore.

Friday, October 15, 2010

He makes people pleased with him by making them first pleased with themselves


“You looked good”, he said;
“I know”, i answered;
i thought he knows how i feel;
but i was wrong;
we walked away without saying goodbye.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Truth is what stands the test of experience


那天,抽了一支烟;
那天,作了一个决定;
那天,收拾了一下旧书本、旧资料、旧包袱、旧感情、旧回忆;
那天,我哭了!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

To try to be better is to be better


what would you do?

if you can’t say those 3 words;
if you’re afraid of rejection;
if you know the one might be the one;
if your feeling is getting deeper;
if you know you’re actually wasting your time;
if there’s no tomorrow;
if you just can’t ignore;
if you scare of hurting;
if there’s scar to be healed;
if you never say what you should’ve said.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Change before you have to


if you dont ask, you dont get;
what if i ask and i still dont get;
well, you just have to take risk;
i am not going to because i know i will not get;
even though i want to take the risk;
that i know for sure;
as a fact;
because you wont let me get what you dont get.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Freedom means the opportunity to be what we never thought we would be


but me and you both know;
i will not be the one who keep in touch;
i will not be the one to call;
even on the phone;
i told you;
otherwise;
but me and you both know;
what is the truth.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called forth by the memory of hours when we loved not enough




















you told me lots bout this friend of yours;
and then you telling me about the act of disappearing;
i say i will miss you;
but you say you wont go;
then why do u have to say it at the first place;
why do u?

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others

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就像每一次一样;
我和你是应该有所保留的;
你并没有反驳、你并没有想说;
你用我也不会什么都告诉你这一个藉口而避免去告诉我你的;
已经没有再去介意了;
那晚我还是一样;
再一次让自己;
吻了你。

Sunday, October 3, 2010

To find fulfillment...don't exist with life - embrace it


i just dont want to know that is true;
i dont want you to tell me thats the truth.