Sunday, October 31, 2010

Those who don't know how to weep with their whole heart, don't know how to laugh either

and as we were walking;
you're a lucky man;
was he talking to me?
or u?
or us?
who knows?
just some really random shit;
but how r u?
how u've been?
what's on ur mind?
do u really want to know?
do u?
if u r asking me just out of politeness;
u can save it;
coz in my head;
it's full of images of you and her;
i love you, still, deeply;
and i dont want a "no";
and i dont want to hurt;
and i dont want to be lucky.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

She wanted something to happen - something, anything: she did not know what

so it's again another last minute lunch date;
wasn't as smooth as we expected to be;
restlessly annoyed and agitated;
u asked me about him;
i told u about him, a little;
why does it matter now?
suddenly........just suddenly;
i dont want you to be my friend;
not ever;
not like this;
yea, im a bitch;
i know.

Friday, October 29, 2010

If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves

i break this down into 5 parts;
and u said this is a club;
where only open for a real short period;
i join in and that makes it a 2 people club;
i can't let it go;
you never let me know;
how long u want me to be in this club;
u said tell me things;
take care, luv ya;
what does that all means?
is there or will there ever be anything more?

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Mighty hard to tell the people you love you’re a failure come you are so beautiful today? and i dont want to guess the reason you say that is because you really think i do; i want to know that for sure; hold my hand; pull me into your arms; kiss me and tell me i am beautiful; that you mean it.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

The cruelest lies are often told in silence

i hate it when u put me under the spotlight;
why can't you just love me?

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living


Sunday, October 24, 2010

Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy

let's go some where together again;
but you always so busy;
says who? why you blame it on me now?
i didnt coz you are, we talked about going somewhere everytime,
but we never really sit down properly and plan it;
we just say it and im not like you;
i understand you dont have normal day off like i do;
you take off randomly as you wish;
i cant and you just have to understand that;
and if i ask you now;
can you tell me when and where you like to go;
i can already tell the answer is no;
so no, i didnt blame it on you;
you just keep doing it to yourself;
and to me.

Friday, October 22, 2010

What happens when the future has come and gone?


Thursday, October 21, 2010

We live in an age when unnecessary things are our only necessities


Tuesday, October 19, 2010

It takes too much energy to be against something unless it's really important


Monday, October 18, 2010

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away

late evening;
got ur call;
didnt manage to answer;
text back;
u asked to dine;
let's beer instead;
doing the usual;
burger and beer;
chit-chating about norm;
love, life, work;
i whine about wht i normally whine about;
u talked about her which doesnt mean much to me;
i will never ask what might hurt me;
no guy - me straightly said;
not giving u an opportunity for more;
what for i thought;
but i miss u;
that i have to say;
again and again;
i miss u....
eventho it hurts.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

An intellectual is a man who takes more words than necessary to tell more than he knows


As I get older, I've learned to listen to people rather than accuse them of things

you are trying to get in ‘n i am trying to get out!

the more i talk and think, the more i lose words and thoughts.

Most of the basic truths of life sound absurd at first hearing

How is this going to work when people wanted to live more “real” than before, but:-

They dun go to bank anymore;
They dun go out and meet new friends anymore;
They dun queue for movie tickets anymore;
They dun talk anymore;
They dun hold each other anymore;
They dun kiss each other goodbye anymore;
or when they say “How Are You?”, “I Am sorry”, “Thank You”, “I Miss You”, “I Love You” but they dun mean it anymore……..

How do you be “real” when everything around you is NOT “real” anymore.

Friday, October 15, 2010

He makes people pleased with him by making them first pleased with themselves

“You looked good”, he said;
“I know”, i answered;
i thought he knows how i feel;
but i was wrong;
we walked away without saying goodbye.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Truth is what stands the test of experience


Wednesday, October 13, 2010

To try to be better is to be better

what would you do?

if you can’t say those 3 words;
if you’re afraid of rejection;
if you know the one might be the one;
if your feeling is getting deeper;
if you know you’re actually wasting your time;
if there’s no tomorrow;
if you just can’t ignore;
if you scare of hurting;
if there’s scar to be healed;
if you never say what you should’ve said.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Change before you have to

if you dont ask, you dont get;
what if i ask and i still dont get;
well, you just have to take risk;
i am not going to because i know i will not get;
even though i want to take the risk;
that i know for sure;
as a fact;
because you wont let me get what you dont get.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Freedom means the opportunity to be what we never thought we would be

but me and you both know;
i will not be the one who keep in touch;
i will not be the one to call;
even on the phone;
i told you;
but me and you both know;
what is the truth.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called forth by the memory of hours when we loved not enough

you told me lots bout this friend of yours;
and then you telling me about the act of disappearing;
i say i will miss you;
but you say you wont go;
then why do u have to say it at the first place;
why do u?

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others


Sunday, October 3, 2010

To find fulfillment...don't exist with life - embrace it

i just dont want to know that is true;
i dont want you to tell me thats the truth.