Those who don't know how to weep with their whole heart, don't know how to laugh either

and as we were walking;
you're a lucky man;
was he talking to me?
or u?
or us?
who knows?
just some really random shit;
but how r u?
how u've been?
what's on ur mind?
do u really want to know?
do u?
if u r asking me just out of politeness;
u can save it;
coz in my head;
it's full of images of you and her;
i love you, still, deeply;
and i dont want a "no";
and i dont want to hurt;
and i dont want to be lucky.