Friday, August 28, 2009

To repeat what others have said, requires education; to challenge it, requires brains

280809; 18:54; 04.54; 红酒杯;半满;今晚想要微微的醉掉;很喜欢这一个字: tipsy; 就这样;要走了吗?还没; 你什么时候回来?我等你; 不到5分钟的谈话;其实我们觉得已经说了很多;感觉对了连说的话都显得不太重要;你的发还是湿的;我轻抚着你的脸;“你拍的照片;我好老”; 那是我们才第二次在一起拍的照; 其实我们认识了3年正正式式拉你的手也是第一次; 这么久了;不是觉得害羞;只是觉得没有必要;都在想;对方一定会明白的;they will get it; “i will miss u”; 你笑了; 我最喜欢你笑了; miss me too, k? xxx

Good people are good because they've come to wisdom through failure

she's sipping her coffee; no milk; only sugar; dark; "i'd be lying if i say yes, but im happy here with u"; that really mean something; to me; "i know what i put u thru"; do u? i thought u never care to understand; "i remember every single word u ever say, every single thing u ever told me, i refuse to forget, i am that weak i admit"; im touch; "i dont need more than this right now, this is my life, in a pattern i set myself to be in, i dont need additional burden, i dont wish to start over and go thru all the hassle, do u understand?"; i think i do; i am following u every step of the way; until now, aint i?

The wisdom of the wise and the experience of the ages are perpetuated in quotations

“ You don’t take a photograph, you make it. - Ansel Adams

“It can be a trap of the photographer to think that his or her best pictures were the ones that were hardest to get. – Timothy Allen - On editing photos

“ Your first 10,000 photographs are your worst. – Henri Cartier-Bresson

“ I always thought good photos were like good jokes. If you have to explain it, it just isn’t that good. – Anonymous

“ Beauty can be seen in all things, seeing and composing the beauty is what separates the snapshot from the photograph. – Matt Hardy

“ Nothing happens when you sit at home. I always make it a point to carry a camera with me at all times…I just shoot at what interests me at that moment. – Elliott Erwitt

“ If I saw something in my viewfinder that looked familiar to me, I would do something to shake it up. – Garry Winogrand

“ Which of my photographs is my favorite? The one I’m going to take tomorrow. – Imogen Cunningham

“ Twelve significant photographs in any one year is a good crop. – Ansel Adams

“ You’ve got to push yourself harder. You’ve got to start looking for pictures nobody else could take. You’ve got to take the tools you have and probe deeper. – William Albert Allard

I long to accomplish a great and noble task, but it is my chief duty to accomplish small tasks as if they were great and noble

你真的是很镇定; 你真的是比我成熟多了;我以为我们经过了一些就等于换来了再一次的机会;原来不然;你对我的感觉还是只是一般;还是只是一样;我没有在恨;也没有再爱;我慢慢在理智着;慢慢的。

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Great people talk about ideas, average people talk about things, and small people talk about wine

我一早就知道我们已经远远超越了做朋友这一关卡; 只是我们从来不承认彼此对对方的感觉; 我不知道我们害怕的是什么; but i know this much; i can never go back not having you as a friend.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

When we accept tough jobs as a challenge to our ability and wade into them with joy and enthusiasm, miracles can happen


一路上来回你驾着车;我感觉到幸福;就觉得无论发生什么事;和你在一起就好;车上我们有说有笑; 你轻轻拉着我的手; 再长的路原来只要那一个人陪着你一起走真的就不会觉得很远了;真的。

沿途你一路说着你的计划; 我们相识这么久还是头一遭约在一起旅游; 我从来不问因为我总是假设你想要一个人; 你说要和我一起再来。


这两天的相处里;我们聊了很多; 比起三年里的话来的多;再加上一次的争吵;我更加了解你了;我没有想过自己倔强的个性竟然伤害到你; 我宁愿你这样;让我看清楚真相; 而你竟一而再再而三确定地告诉我;一个人的你并不寂寞孤单;这是自己所做的决定;你只是一直一直地看着我;看着我;你对我说:以后不许你在我面前为了我哭; 知道吗?

你说你很久没有这样快乐了; 这是我能为你小小做的;让你快乐。

你 问起我的事; 我也不是很想说;但还是说了;怎么说呢?都过去了;爱也爱过了;不会再回来;我不知道为什么你突然关心着我那一段已经逝去的恋情; "dont u miss being around with someone?", 我问; 有些事原来是真的不做就永远不会再有机会做了的;你说你已经远远超越再一次投身进去恋爱的年纪了;那多可悲啊;爱是一件这样美丽的事呀;我想当人上了年纪若然要 再一次重复一些他们不想要做的事他们宁愿选择走开;"but i have you, you've taken a very special place in my life"; "yes and you too".

为什么突然间距离你离开的时间越近;我们却相处得越亲密;我不想再受伤害; 如果这一次你想来真的;你不能耍我; 我会疯掉;彻彻底底的疯掉。


Good friendships are fragile things and require as much care as any other fragile and precious thing


i fall for you again; once more; you have the intention to get closer; i lose sight of your motive; no longer afraid of getting hurt; sometimes i wonder: you like the things because i say you wont like it; or simply because you really like it; for whatever reason behind our conversation; i still think is because you want to get even; we talked a lot more of our feelings; involving things more intimate than just physical attraction; i like the way u hug me like this, it's cute.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Nothing is too small to know, and nothing is too big to attempt.


If the facts don't fit the theory, change the facts


Monday, August 24, 2009

Personality can open doors, but only character can keep them open

my dearest: i hope one day; eventually; u will find her and get the happiness u deserve; i still love u; no matter what.

就这样;原来就是这样的简单;在你告诉我的刹那; 我有一点儿惊讶但我还是保持镇定听你把故事说完; 原来你还是爱着她;远距离需要耐心意志还有很多的时间;你说你们还是很深爱着对方;但我不明白既然这样爱就应该想办法在一起;无论如何;但你说你们彼此适应了在不同国度里的生活;没有想过要让步;但亦没有因此敞开心房接受或展开新的恋情;因为你太爱她;而她亦然;moving on; there's really nothing much i can say at this point; you dont want to start over and you dont want to let go; i dont know much about u both; but i think love is about compromise; if both side are not willing to let go and just continue dealing with their own lives; in the end; nothing will be achieved; at least to me i think so;想到这里我还是哭了。

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Honest differences are often a healthy sign of progress

i used to think is rather ridiculous to put one relationship status as "it's complicated"; as i grow older i find out there's not only love and hate, there's so much more in between; hence the complication; u can love someone as long as u live but that someone will not love u back in return, never, ever; and that's a sick sick fact.

我真的没有想怎样;我希望你没有误会; u have no obligation, like i alwaz said; 因为我在你心中没有地位。

coz i would assume that u want to be alone; week after week with so many of ur friends visiting; even though i really wanted to; i just cant find the guts; i dont dare to ask; want to spend some time alone with u; i just plainly assuming; something im so good at; been wanting and dying to know if sometimes, just sometimes if u miss being around with someone; even just the mere idea of it; i wish one day i could asked u that question out loud; for the sake of it.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I hate life, I hate death and everything in between just doesn't interest me









Tuesday, August 18, 2009

If you want to be respected, you must respect yourself

Millions of words are written annually purporting to tell how to beat the races, whereas the best possible advice on the subject is found in the three monosyllables: 'Do not try.'
-- Dan Parker

Do the one thing you think you cannot do. Fail at it. Try again. Do better the second time. The only people who never tumble are those who never mount the high wire. This is your moment. Own it.
-- Oprah Winfrey, O Magazine, September 2003

Do what you love, love what you do, leave the world a better place and don't pick your nose.
-- Jeff Mallett, Frazz, 08-03-04

Do not listen to those who weep and complain, for their disease is contagious.
-- Og Mandino

Monday, August 17, 2009

Trouble is part of your life, and if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you a chance to love you enough

sometimes u just really want to give up;
sometimes u dont see it worth the while;
if only u wait for it long enough;
if only u can have it all over again;
listen to yourself;
deep down inside;
there is no if;
there will never be if;
u will find the strength to go on;
even when it means u have to do it on ur own;
but trust me;
you are never ever alone.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Think like a man of action, act like a man of thought

还有一个多月的时间;已经慢慢去准备好心情;再次渡过没有你在我身边的日子;02:08; 你来电一如往常;因为你看见一些让你想起我的事; 你对我不在意的事有很多;我不想一一再说;反正我们也没有怎样;不过3个月; 太长了;但是我要等你回来。

another movie that made in on my Fav Movie List: DEPARTURES (おくりびと, Okuribito)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

When someone does something good, applaud! You will make two people happy

splendidly wonderful night; you have a special way to always make my awfully dull day brighter; for that i feel blessed; 你的两位朋友来访;原来和他们见面是两年前的事了;怎么能不说时间飞快呢?等他们预备好之前我们闲聊着;近况哪、电影哪、你看了gran torino说很喜欢;超喜欢clint eastwood; 年龄是绝对有关的;我想;你搂着我;喜欢你香香的;喜欢你今天穿的长裙;你从来不会说想念我;会很难开口吗?但是喜欢和想念不一样啊;可能一样吗?我又像小孩子似的想撒娇;但一切你还是依我的;我什么也不用做;你轻轻的抱着我; 我又开始胡思乱想;有时候去问一些问题如果得到答案会改变什么吗?是不是应该不知道答案会比较好呢?知道了又如何呢? 最后还是没有问;由得它吧我想那对我没有太重要;现在今晚这一刻和你在一起就好;开心哦昨晚和你的朋友们;没想到自己还能这么投入、这样放、这样毫无机心地去玩。还是要说:我爱你谢谢你。

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

What's the use of worrying? It never was worthwhile

perhaps one day;
i will find the guts;
using all my energy;
with all the anger i accumulate;
to say it in front of your face;
i hate you!

O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
O no what's this?

A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,

O no, I never meant to do you harm.
O no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in love in a bubble,

Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Although I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Everybody hates me because I'm so universally liked

说好只是做朋友的;是自己说的;还没来得及从现实中清醒过来就要反悔了;为什么就不能很自在呢?是应该可以的;出了什么问题呢? 想要就像你们一样啊;做十年的好朋友; 因为想象中没有你的日子可真的是会不一样呐!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Many would be cowards if they had courage enough

Picking up the pieces
Of the wreck you went and left
And I'm dealing with dilemmas
In my now so stressful life
And I'm drinking stronger spirits
I made my home here on the floor
And I'm losing all ambition and goals

I'm going all out
I'm thinking you're just as bad

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind

Oh remember at 16
Oh the crazy drunken night we had
When i kissed you in the hallway
Then i took you straight to bed

Two years on
And I'm still that same boy i was

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

No sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

You might blame it on me
But you insisted that we fall
Wiped your hands of me
And said you needed more, more, more

I'm not sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

I'm not sleeping at night
But I'm going from bar to bar
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind
Why can't we just rewind oh

Wo woah woah woah
Wo woah woah woah
Wo wo woah
Can't we just rewind

心中想的和想做的有了出入; 我没有害怕过;你从来没有爱过我;那是你说的;你也应该知道你没有权力去阻止我爱你。

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Eliminate something superfluous from your life. Break a habit. Do something that makes you feel insecure

Things won are done; joy's soul lies in the doing.
-- William Shakespeare, Troilus and Cressida, Act 1, Scene 2

The freethinking of one age is the common sense of the next.
-- Matthew Arnold, 'God and the Bible,' 1875

We all carry around so much pain in our hearts. Love and pain and beauty. They all seem to go together like one little tidy confusing package. It's a messy business, life. It's hard to figure--full of surprises. Some good. Some bad.
-- Henry Bromel, Northern Exposure, The Big Kiss, 1991

A little drama wins more friends than boring.
-- Scott Westerfeld, Midnighters: The Secret Hour, 2004

Though I am not naturally honest, I am so sometimes by chance.
-- William Shakespeare

Illusion is the first of all pleasures.
-- Oscar Wilde

No one means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous.
-- Henry Adams

The first question I ask myself when something doesn't seem to be beautiful is why do I think it's not beautiful. And very shortly you discover that there is no reason.
-- John Cage

Don't bother about genius. Don't worry about being clever. Trust to hard work, perseverance and determination

i dont see a reason why;
u might not even want a coffee;
maybe u just being polite;
u might thought that was a nice gesture;
so it doesnt seem too weird that i just come and go;
but what u dont know was;
u hurting me so much more that way;
i rather u just let me in and out, unwelcome-ly.

all i ever wanted was just a little bit of ur time; to be here for u; with u; making absolutely no fuss; try to be nice; be good; be kind; but u wont let me; our conversation became awkward; u wont tell me the truth; us being together just seem so unnatural; and im thinking is this a punishment; i read this somewhere once: "a girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever......."; in my case; i just dont know which one.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

And that's the world in a nutshell, an appropriate receptacle

the image of you and her occur in my mind; over and over again; in repeat mode; maybe you just need someone to argue with you and to be disagree with you all the time; letting you make sense that is not sensible at all; pamper you; let you have your way; im just not that person, im not.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Make visible what, without you, might perhaps never have been seen

侍应生送上啤酒;你问都没有问就拿起来喝了; 不久送上沙拉;你问都没有问就吃着沙拉里的番茄; 我无可奈何地瞪着你;不知道要好气还是好笑; 我喝酒抽烟还有一大堆坏习惯; 我想要你照顾我但是你比我更像小孩;我该怎么办呢?

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Always laugh when you can. It is cheap medicine

原来才知道;世界上有着相同问题的人实在太多了;只是你不知道而已;收到你给我的短讯;说你在乎吗;我不觉得;如果说你不在乎呢;亦不完全正确;在过上几年我还会爱你吗?但是这么远的事有谁能说得准呢; 又是另一个无精打采的早晨;我抽着烟;看着咖啡冒出的烟;对咖啡因已经完全免疫;再没有喝了咖啡会让我提神、睡不着、或什么的; 我接着再狠狠吸了几口烟将咖啡喝完;还没有完的; 先这样吧;im not asking you not to think about it; think about the later plan too; but think about now a little bit more; you know what i mean?

Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase

"no wonder you were tipsy last nite"; 那天喝了几杯; 一直对着你说想你; 这是只有在仗着一点儿微醉后才敢对你说的;原谅我这个这样没胆量的人。