Sunday, February 28, 2010

If you really want to do something, you do it. You don't save it for a sound bite


we missed our kiss goodnight & kiss goodbye.
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and u pull me over to see what does chocolate and beer mixture taste like.
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im willing to be his theraphy.
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what is the big plan next? you me somewhere...........far.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Friday, February 26, 2010

Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody


and u starting to feel a little better;
when u realise u can summarize ur day in a few sentences;
short and sweet one;
then one day when u read it back;
it actually not bad;
and indeed it was not bad at all.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today

你甚至不太清楚;
梦想和现实;
到底是怎么样的一回事;
才发觉;
人生原来已经变得这么糟糕了。

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

When people think the world of you, be careful with them


或许;
一些意外的发生;
是为了;
要让你去看清楚;
我到底是一个怎么样的人。

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I don't really trust a sane person

I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I just lived
the length of it. I want to live the width of it as well.

-- Diane Ackerman

Friday, February 19, 2010

Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there


and this is when i actually realise;
when u write a "9" too short it will becomes an "a";
hence the address;
then thru a short work actually makes me notice;
that;
im a subconsciously a very self-conscious person.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Nothing ever goes away


he text me Happy Valentine's Day;
i dunno what am i suppose to think;
i guess is just nothing;
it was never anything.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Monday, February 8, 2010

It's all right letting yourself go as long as you can let yourself back

it's just getting harder for me to let go............do u know?


Be careful that victories do not carry the seed of future defeats.
-- Ralph W. Sockman

Let no man imagine that he has no influence. Whoever he may be, and wherever he may be placed, the man who thinks becomes a light and a power.
-- Henry George

Because you are in control of your life. Don't ever forget that. You are what you are because of the conscious and subconscious choices you have made.
-- Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

When I'm not doing something that comes deeply from me, I get bored. When I get bored I get distracted and when I get distracted, I become depressed. It's a natural resistance, and it insures your integrity.
-- Maria Irene Fornes

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Maybe it was only a second of your time, but you need to treasure life, every second


in the end, im still coming back to u, in the end, to find comfort in u, i am just a pathetic little human being.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies

开始对坏坏的字样有所迷恋:堕落、上瘾、同性、淫乱、卑贱、可是可恨的是这些字眼都不能够一针见血地形容自己对自己的放弃; 可能我歇私底里就是一个比坏还要更坏的人。

Friday, February 5, 2010

If I only had a little humility, I'd be perfect


you have 1 unheard message:
yo im at d airport, im leaving so i hv to turn off my mobile phone, this is the 2nd time im calling u, to annoy u, and i cannot. this is not fair, u annoying one.

alright, you take care ya, i see u soon, ciao!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world's problems

整整一个星期了;我不知道为什么;我很郁闷;我是那种连梦也不会作的人;现在却突然间闷闷不乐;我不知道应该向谁说;原来才知道我没有什么朋友;应该会一个人孤独终老吧;有这样的念头;如果不是欠下了那么一点我想我可能会轻生;念头是曾一闪即过;我不是那种人;我能捱;我只是怕寂寞;该死的寂寞。

你已经在回家的路上;心里面开始想你有没有爱过我这个问题;应该是有的;亦有可能你没有能力。

We don't know a millionth of one percent about anything


they probably dont even know what is really happening anyway; today is the day you are going away; i guess you will never ever make up your mind on me in a million billion zillion years; i will alwaz sit here and wonder why; i will never get the answer i wanted to even though the question has been asked more than the number of time im suppose to ask.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

You must not come lightly to the blank page


he's having an irish coffee; a coffee with a dash of alcohol; "it's not that i want to get drunk tonight, i just want to stay awake, i started to smoke you know? im so stressed"; "for her?"; "yea, hard to believe huh?"; "but i thought......"; "nah, she doesnt want a relationship, she's clear about that"; how come this sounds so vaguely familiar; i was in his shoes once; way back when; for someone; that time has passed and i just have to move on; even though my life doesn't really become better; but that was the best time of my life; it still is.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Say not, when I have leisure I will study; you may not have leisure


今早起来你吻了我的额一下;好美丽的早晨;再过两天你就要离开了; 但是这一次我一点儿也不伤怀;010210; 2150; 原来你去了东海岸;你又兴奋不已的谈起低音吉他;有一股成就感和你眼神中所发出的喜悦;像个小孩子一样;而你也就是一直这么样;六个星期你说然后就能再见了;所以并没有什么好伤心难过的;那一段已经过去了;已经学会释怀;真正的去放开;早上我们喝着咖啡;你弄给我的早餐;好,六个星期倒数现在开始。

Monday, February 1, 2010

When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things

The most decisive actions of our life - I mean those that are most likely to decide the whole course of our future - are, more often than not, unconsidered.
-- Andre Gide

其实生活就是很多小事叠成的;不是吗?那天去看了原本不想去看的sc的剧;有感动;一点点想哭的冲动;我忘记了我还有一股对生命有所感触的无形力量。

It is the loving, not the loved, woman who feels loveable


i dont want to promise you too many things;
for im afraid you might leave before me;
and all that's left with me is only regret.