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Showing posts with label random. Show all posts

Thursday, April 7, 2011

A lot of dreams don't come true in life. If you can make somebody's dream come true, you should.


and its alwaz me who never read;
never listen;
it's alwaz me.

unknowingly frustratingly sadly;
drawn in a situation where;
things happen in such speed;
so hard for me to breathe;
overwhelmingly disturb by such a thought;
do not know whether should be happy or sad;
reaching to such extend that;
all good things happen at once now;
and I just so so wish;
it’ll turn out badly;
all will just turn out badly;
myself;
my sorry self included.

Monday, April 4, 2011

The man least dependent upon the morrow goes to meet the morrow most cheerfully


我怎么可能不了解你的感受呢?
拥有同一样星座的我们;
能间接知道彼此在想什么;
但我想说的是;
过去的就让它过去吧;
虽然心里头还是有一丝丝不平衡的挣扎;
却能做什么呢?
老生常谈;
人生是应该有一些小遗憾的吧;
我是如是想着;
心里会好过一些些。

Sunday, April 3, 2011

In the fight between you and the world, back the world


漫无目的在走着;
浪费了两个小时;
直至见到了你;
都觉得是值得的;
你轻轻地拉着我的手;
诉说着近况;
也询问我的;
慢慢的;
我开始说得比以前多;
想开始让你知道多一点我的生活;
最近怎样过;
都在想一些什么;
因为我知道;
逃避总不是办法呀;
说好了就这样吧;
不想逃了;
在一起吧;
应该不会很可怕;
只要能和你在一起;
都不怕了。

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Feel the fear and do it anyway


大概三个星期左右了吧;
每一次总是满心的期待;
应该是最后一次了;
断断续续的纠缠;
久久不能释怀;
不想要再不了了之下去;
所以;
真的;
应该是最后一次了。

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die


is it ok to kiss you?
if it’s not ok, you can ask me to leave;
i can go;
im not here by chance, u know?
im here by choice;
i stay because i want to;
and you know i want to;
you insist on me making my own decision;
i was afraid to burden you further;
you say i am no bother;
i want to know if you really want me to stay;
you stay silent;
i miss you;
i mean it.

Monday, March 28, 2011

We are always in search of the redeeming formula, the crystallizing thought


再一次;
我再一次逃了出来;
我朝着你的方向狂奔;
深深地呼吸;
我问你如果事情像预期般发生;
怎么办?
你会选择离去;
我不知道我离开他;
是因为你;
还是真的为了我自己。

Friday, March 25, 2011

I never think of the future - it comes soon enough


it’s unreal;
flash of lighting;
he starts to weep;
hands shivering;
guilt penetrating
then he’s laughing;
never stopping;
never stopping.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Even writers need relief from words


you going back and forth;
on the same path;
trying to have other to match your pace;
unsuccessfully;
desire slowly faded;
no longer arouse in sadness;
for whatever things;
it’ll pass;
it just will pass.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

People fail forward to success


this is when you finally realise;
letting go is the only choice;
this is when you finally realise;
actually you rather say no.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do


im losin' direction!

我很清楚知道自己其实在迷失方向中;
那种;
想又不愿去做什么的无聊;
感叹却又不愿分享的落寞;
自己太了解自己;
即使被误解;
却怎样都不去解释;
如果他们明白;
他们终究会明白的;
然而又不会因此而觉得委屈;
想一个人的当儿;
也想有一双手让我轻轻的握着;
只是轻轻的;
离开了的那个人;
他爱我太深;
奈何不愿等待;
并不是每一个人都能这样;一股劲儿地将这几年未付出过的爱都一鼓作气使出来“我这么爱你,难道你看不出来,你就不能像我爱你一样爱我?”
我招架不住;
黯然走开;
我需要时间;
很多很多我已经没有了的时间;


i just don't deserve your love.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us


再一次的机会;
不为什么;
始终觉得应该还有一点儿什么的
如果这一次过后;
没了就是没了;
so this is the time and this is the test;
a test of patience;
how long will he grab this before he eventually decide to let go;
i dont think it will last long anyway.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Cynically speaking, one could say that it is true to life to be cynical about it


你说过就要算;
拉拉扯扯半生不熟的这一段;
是否能够忘怀已经不是一个应该思考的问题了;
就如某日;
醒来恍然大悟;
原来就是这样的一回事;
解释也觉得是多余的。

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

The truth is rarely pure and never simple


it would be impossible to turn back now;
if it happens for another time;
i will snap and that will be the end of it;
seriously.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Everyone is a prisoner of his own experiences. No one can eliminate prejudices - just recognize them


i know u care for me;
i want u to care for me;
i dont want u to stop;
i dont want u to tell me to get lost;
i dont want u to tell me this is ur life, go do whatever u want;
i dont want that and u know it;
it saddens me and it’ll break my heart if we stop what we do;
u might say time will pass and life goes on;
u might say u’ll find someone, but why would i want to do that?
why would i?
yea of course, because i want something that u dont;
there’s really no point of something to happen if they dont end up at the same direction, right?

u know there’s this thing between us for as long as i can remember;
we dont talk about it but we know is there;
im too weak and i dont know what to do;
i feel stupid with my one-sided feeling towards u;
i said eveything that i suppose to and not suppose to;
it might even be possible now that u r getting bore and sick of me;i dont know, u never say;
………..i never want u to ever get rid of me……….and i never good at how to show it….i just do………….i just do.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

By constant self-discipline and self-control you can develop greatness of character


几天了;
开心地过了几天;
你还是爱我的;
我如是地想着;
看着你的画图;
你反复问着我意见;
不知道是否;
被中用或被取纳;
无所谓的吧,其实;
只是喜欢你问我而已;
只是想让你听听我的声音而已;
我靠近你;
搭着你的肩;
不经意;
毫不经意;
你回头吻了我一下;
只是一下;
我知道就够了。

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Never despair; but if you do, work on in despair


凌晨两点四十三分;
街角的小餐厅;
没有人;
宁静的喧哗声;
还冒着烟的黑咖啡;
你不想答话;
我感觉到;
在玻璃窗的雾气上写了:
yes or no?
你轻轻敲打了桌子两下;
用方块糖推砌出一个交叉;
我以沉默回答,转身离开。

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Every improvement in communication makes the bore more terrible
















i used to write so much more when we were together;
你对我说;
我记得你从来不将你写的、拍的给我看;
其实我巴不得你与我分享你所经历的;
for all those questions that u alwaz wanted to ask and never gotten the chance to;
im glad u didnt;
and to tell you the truth i actually dont feel so bad about it;
i really dont.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

He who praises you for what you lack wishes to take from you what you have


或许;
我想;
或许;
我和他真的暗地里独自庆幸着这样的一个结果。

I have the conviction that excessive literary production is a social offence















已经开始了;
他说;
我没有说什么;
他只是拉着我的手;
开始了;
害怕吗?
不怕,有你在,我什么都不怕