Sunday, November 25, 2012

Whether you believe you can do a thing or not, you are right.

i really hate you;
no i really do;

but you know the part i love the most;
its that i know you are doing it for me.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

What was hard to bear is sweet to remember.

you are the confused one because you dont even  know what you want.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Monday, November 12, 2012

Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you will help them become what they are capable of becoming.

it rain like shit that day; u insisted to meet at our usual cafe; i saw two empty coffee mug when i arrived; i wasn't late; u smoking and look started.
can i tell you something that would potentially freak you out;
oh wow surprise me;
no im serious;
yea tell me anyway;
r u ready?
ya but r u?
i dont want to play cool or anything i wanna tell you i like you and that i mean it and that i wanna start to see you more and spend time with you what do you say?
so now im suppose to freak out, right?

i love you too.


Saturday, November 10, 2012

There's a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line.

i dont know what we are and where we are, but ill always remember that first kiss of ours, where i thought that could lead to something. maybe i was wrong or maybe i just never ask, i dont want to scare you away. i dont know what it means when you call me baby, sweetie or whatever kind of nick name that i thought people only call each other when they are together and in love, im not sure if we are.

i can only tell you that i cant and i dont want to be another woman that you just sleep with.

im sorry.

Friday, November 9, 2012

We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be.

then i realise;
that could possibly be the best 2 weeks of my entire life;
i wasn't regret the fact that i missed that trip;
i was happier;
i spent that 2 weeks with the someone i care the most about;
learn to enjoy certain things;
let go of certain things;
learn to listen;
learn to love;
most importantly be happy with my life.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be disappointed.

I guess I just don't wanna be one of those women u slept with. I thought about it and I decided that's not what I want. Not anymore.

I'm sorry.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

A smooth sea never made a skilled mariner.

If I'm the one to stop it all then it will eliminate the possibility of me getting hurt. So it still should be me and in the end I can say its not my fault.

Friday, November 2, 2012