We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful what we pretend to be.

then i realise;
that could possibly be the best 2 weeks of my entire life;
i wasn't regret the fact that i missed that trip;
i was happier;
i spent that 2 weeks with the someone i care the most about;
learn to enjoy certain things;
let go of certain things;
learn to listen;
learn to love;
most importantly be happy with my life.