Saturday, April 28, 2018

True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen.




















you ask me how come i am extra loving; have i not been; you felt it more this weekend and you feel so loved; i do not want to hold grudges; do not want to sulk; we have done so much; like you when you recap stuff; this is enough for me; really. 

Saturday, April 21, 2018

It’s amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.




















we bring a friend's kid to a playground; she will be the reason one day if i wake up not wanting children; we can do so much together; many many things; just a long list ahead of us with so little time; we grab and hold on to each other with all our might; become one unit; become inseparable; i made you happy; you are a lucky man; that was the sweetest thing; i came and see you after training; wee bit early; because i have time; met at your soon to be ex office; had couple of star fruit mojitos; no one will refuse to have an open relationship; no matter who they are; im still intrigue.

Saturday, April 14, 2018

I guess being needed is almost as good as being loved. Maybe better




















you went to Singapore; i got sick when my friend visit; it was late; you insisted to come over; send me to hospital; luckily there's nothing serious; you send me back home; without worry; i feel your warmth and cover me with love; somethings i will not hesistate to have. 

Saturday, April 7, 2018

When you love someone, they become your reason.




















Recap. Then I realise. You love recap.

845. U reached my home. This is the weekend after a long time we get to spend together. Fully. Next week you travel to spore. And soon enough you will start to travel for your work. We slept early. Chit chat a little while. We did not watch movie. Then the next morning. We get intimate. And head out for dim sum. We had a few errands to run. We went and pick up my cert. had coffee. smoke. Went to Puchong and pick up the things you needed to pick up. we both have dumb siblings. we agreed on that and have a laugh about it. we rest for a while. you dropped me home. two hours gap and we met again to go to the park. we bought some stuff and i made dinner for you. with the bread. we had a good time. we slept early then we went to the park. you proud of me i ran 2K. we went to pick up your glasses. had coffee. called up customer service. in the end, we thought we had a lot of errands to run. so we did not buy mattress protector. the small cabinet. or new pillow. we leave it as it is. we just prioritizing. anxious about the tickets all day. you are such a structured person. i like that about you. we did not go to the park. the grass has been cut. we watch GF2. commented. chit chat about it. about being cruel. about family. about enemy. you like it. i find it so and so. again i cook you dinner. satisfying meal. we see each other again the next day. i climb over your gate. due to the remote. finally you got it change. you were excited the few hours of working because you know you will see me. im happy. i wonder would you change for me. or are you just constantly changing to adopt and you are not who you are anymore. curious gets the best out of me as usual.