We are always in search of the redeeming formula, the crystallizing thought.

don't remember when it started really; all the things you said made sense; you should not wait; how am i to know you are not busy if you didn't tell me; am i at it again? do i start now with you? for real; to get hurt again; to have feeling again; to fall again; you touch me when you say two is better than one, so lets!

A lot of dreams don't come true in life. If you can make somebody's dream come true, you should.

and its alwaz me who never read;

never listen;

it's alwaz me.

unknowingly frustratingly sadly;

drawn in a situation where;

things happen in such speed;

so hard for me to breathe;

overwhelmingly disturb by such a thought;

do not know whether should be happy or sad;

reaching to such extend that;

all good things happen at once now;

and I just so so wish;

it’ll turn out badly;

all will just turn out badly;

myself;

my sorry self included.

The man least dependent upon the morrow goes to meet the morrow most cheerfully

我怎么可能不了解你的感受呢？

拥有同一样星座的我们；

能间接知道彼此在想什么；

但我想说的是；

过去的就让它过去吧；

虽然心里头还是有一丝丝不平衡的挣扎；

却能做什么呢？

老生常谈；

人生是应该有一些小遗憾的吧；

我是如是想着；

心里会好过一些些。

In the fight between you and the world, back the world

漫无目的在走着；

浪费了两个小时；

直至见到了你；

都觉得是值得的；

你轻轻地拉着我的手；

诉说着近况；

也询问我的；

慢慢的；

我开始说得比以前多；

想开始让你知道多一点我的生活；

最近怎样过；

都在想一些什么；

因为我知道；

逃避总不是办法呀；

说好了就这样吧；

不想逃了；

在一起吧；

应该不会很可怕；

只要能和你在一起；

都不怕了。

Feel the fear and do it anyway

大概三个星期左右了吧；

每一次总是满心的期待；

应该是最后一次了；

断断续续的纠缠；

久久不能释怀；

不想要再不了了之下去；

所以；

真的；

应该是最后一次了。

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die

is it ok to kiss you?

if it’s not ok, you can ask me to leave;

i can go;

im not here by chance, u know?

im here by choice;

i stay because i want to;

and you know i want to;

you insist on me making my own decision;

i was afraid to burden you further;

you say i am no bother;

i want to know if you really want me to stay;

you stay silent;

i miss you;

i mean it.

We are always in search of the redeeming formula, the crystallizing thought

再一次；

我再一次逃了出来；

我朝着你的方向狂奔；

深深地呼吸；

我问你如果事情像预期般发生；

怎么办？

你会选择离去；

我不知道我离开他；

是因为你；

还是真的为了我自己。

I never think of the future - it comes soon enough

it’s unreal;

flash of lighting;

he starts to weep;

hands shivering;

guilt penetrating

then he’s laughing;

never stopping;

never stopping.

Even writers need relief from words

you going back and forth;

on the same path;

trying to have other to match your pace;

unsuccessfully;

desire slowly faded;

no longer arouse in sadness;

for whatever things;

it’ll pass;

it just will pass.

People fail forward to success

this is when you finally realise;

letting go is the only choice;

this is when you finally realise;

actually you rather say no.

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do

im losin' direction!

我很清楚知道自己其实在迷失方向中；

那种；

想又不愿去做什么的无聊；

感叹却又不愿分享的落寞；

自己太了解自己；

即使被误解；

却怎样都不去解释；

如果他们明白；

他们终究会明白的；

然而又不会因此而觉得委屈；

想一个人的当儿；

也想有一双手让我轻轻的握着；

只是轻轻的；

离开了的那个人；

他爱我太深；

奈何不愿等待；

并不是每一个人都能这样；一股劲儿地将这几年未付出过的爱都一鼓作气使出来“我这么爱你，难道你看不出来，你就不能像我爱你一样爱我？”

我招架不住；

黯然走开；

我需要时间；

很多很多我已经没有了的时间；

i just don't deserve your love.

The aim of an argument or discussion should not be victory, but progress

both of us;

we are just treating each other;

as an outlet.

What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us

再一次的机会；
不为什么；
始终觉得应该还有一点儿什么的
如果这一次过后；
没了就是没了；

so this is the time and this is the test;

a test of patience;

how long will he grab this before he eventually decide to let go;

i dont think it will last long anyway.

Cynically speaking, one could say that it is true to life to be cynical about it

你说过就要算；
拉拉扯扯半生不熟的这一段；
是否能够忘怀已经不是一个应该思考的问题了；
就如某日；
醒来恍然大悟；
原来就是这样的一回事；
解释也觉得是多余的。

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

it would be impossible to turn back now;

if it happens for another time;

i will snap and that will be the end of it;

seriously.

Everyone is a prisoner of his own experiences. No one can eliminate prejudices - just recognize them

i know u care for me;

i want u to care for me;

i dont want u to stop;

i dont want u to tell me to get lost;

i dont want u to tell me this is ur life, go do whatever u want;

i dont want that and u know it;

it saddens me and it’ll break my heart if we stop what we do;

u might say time will pass and life goes on;

u might say u’ll find someone, but why would i want to do that?

why would i?

yea of course, because i want something that u dont;

there’s really no point of something to happen if they dont end up at the same direction, right?

u know there’s this thing between us for as long as i can remember;

we dont talk about it but we know is there;

im too weak and i dont know what to do;

i feel stupid with my one-sided feeling towards u;

i said eveything that i suppose to and not suppose to;

it might even be possible now that u r getting bore and sick of me;i dont know, u never say;

………..i never want u to ever get rid of me……….and i never good at how to show it….i just do………….i just do.

By constant self-discipline and self-control you can develop greatness of character

几天了；

开心地过了几天；

你还是爱我的；

我如是地想着；

看着你的画图；

你反复问着我意见；

不知道是否；

被中用或被取纳；

无所谓的吧，其实；

只是喜欢你问我而已；

只是想让你听听我的声音而已；

我靠近你；

搭着你的肩；

不经意；

毫不经意；

你回头吻了我一下；

只是一下；

我知道就够了。

Never despair; but if you do, work on in despair

凌晨两点四十三分；

街角的小餐厅；

没有人；

宁静的喧哗声；

还冒着烟的黑咖啡；

你不想答话；

我感觉到；

在玻璃窗的雾气上写了：

yes or no?

你轻轻敲打了桌子两下；

用方块糖推砌出一个交叉；

我以沉默回答，转身离开。

Every improvement in communication makes the bore more terrible

i used to write so much more when we were together;

你对我说；

我记得你从来不将你写的、拍的给我看；

其实我巴不得你与我分享你所经历的；

for all those questions that u alwaz wanted to ask and never gotten the chance to;

im glad u didnt;

and to tell you the truth i actually dont feel so bad about it;

i really dont.

He who praises you for what you lack wishes to take from you what you have

或许；

我想；

或许；

我和他真的暗地里独自庆幸着这样的一个结果。