Showing posts with label 5683. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 5683. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Love is the big booming beat which covers up the noise of hate


yea i know, what do u know? im just silly. u probably knew im going to write, even if ure not, im writing u anyway.

there were hesitation, but i also know in between us is real, still i cant helped but feel the indecent guilt, you are somebody else's. i know u would say we r both adult and mature enough to know what we r doing, but really? do we know what we r doing?

all i know is, seeing you, my first thought, everything is going to be over, coz u were with your girl, imagine how i felt with what ive seen, no, you cant imagine, because you are not me.

i love you and i guess i have the right to know;
i love you and i dont want to hide;
i love you and i just want you to be happy.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live


just to get things off my chest, we both know each other long enough now, so i dont want to keep things that bother me

i really wish u r happy and i want u to be happy, no matter what. i wish that u will tell me u and ur gf are working out, everything is going great, although u didnt tell me anything, or even when u think that there's absolutely nothing wrong in doing what we're doing...........even when u belong to someone else.

im happy to see u and i dont know why i write, maybe i thought comes new year it will be different for us and i was sorta expecting it, but seeing u, everything seems to be the same......we miss each other and we made love......i dont know i shld be happy or i shld feel sad, im just so useless and defenseless in front of all this. maybe u should keep me away from u

wht i want to say is i love u dearly in my kiddo way and it makes me happy to see u happy, so no matter what happens i will still let u share my music, OK?

Friday, December 31, 2010

I am no more humble than my talents require


新年快乐;

还有4小时;

倒数才开始;

我知道你和她在一起;

我不需要你的祝福;

但请你一定要快乐;

新年快乐。

Monday, December 27, 2010

Make the best use of what is in your power, and take the rest as it happens


2712;
19:42;

you fool;
i wish i could say no;

it has been 4 years;
you still dont know;

you silly silly man.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Irrationally held truths may be more harmful than reasoned errors


而你想证明的又是什么呢?如常一样和你共度了一个轻松的下午;没有赞同你对那部电影的看法;我们从来都没有共识;你说必须与时代并进;你说你和女朋友将去旅行;你说这个假期会去远行;你说我们应该再去打打pool;你说着你是怎么样的一类人;你说了很多;但是这么多都没能解除我心目中和你亲密接触之后所留下的落寞;只是不同的是这一次我没有在哭;我答应了自己我不会不会再哭。

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Man has to suffer. When he has no real afflictions, he invents some


i like the fact that;
we both know what we are doing;
and we still doing it;

why? shouldn't we?

Friday, December 3, 2010

But be, as you have been, my happiness...


你回来了;
依然带着你的胆怯;
我想念着你;
依然;
但我比你勇敢。

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Things are only impossible until they're not


你不要忘记;
那是你自己定下的约;
你反悔后又立刻在找我;
那我算是什么呢?
我不求什么;
只求在你心里有一个很小很小的地位;
但过了今晚又再一次证明了;
你不能;
并不能给我什么;
这命其实我也一早认了;
认了。

Friday, November 5, 2010

The camera makes everyone a tourist in other people's reality, and eventually in one's own


and he said;
i pick my own friend;
i see whom i like to see;
get close with them;
not a whole bunch of them;
but one on one;
gets personal;
but i have long been personal with u;
whether u like it or not.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy


let's go some where together again;
but you always so busy;
says who? why you blame it on me now?
i didnt coz you are, we talked about going somewhere everytime,
but we never really sit down properly and plan it;
we just say it and im not like you;
i understand you dont have normal day off like i do;
you take off randomly as you wish;
i cant and you just have to understand that;
and if i ask you now;
can you tell me when and where you like to go;
i can already tell the answer is no;
so no, i didnt blame it on you;
you just keep doing it to yourself;
and to me.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn't go away


late evening;
got ur call;
didnt manage to answer;
text back;
u asked to dine;
let's beer instead;
doing the usual;
burger and beer;
chit-chating about norm;
love, life, work;
i whine about wht i normally whine about;
u talked about her which doesnt mean much to me;
i will never ask what might hurt me;
no guy - me straightly said;
not giving u an opportunity for more;
what for i thought;
but i miss u;
that i have to say;
again and again;
i miss u....
eventho it hurts.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Change before you have to


if you dont ask, you dont get;
what if i ask and i still dont get;
well, you just have to take risk;
i am not going to because i know i will not get;
even though i want to take the risk;
that i know for sure;
as a fact;
because you wont let me get what you dont get.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called forth by the memory of hours when we loved not enough




















you told me lots bout this friend of yours;
and then you telling me about the act of disappearing;
i say i will miss you;
but you say you wont go;
then why do u have to say it at the first place;
why do u?

Monday, October 4, 2010

Sometimes you can't see yourself clearly until you see yourself through the eyes of others

就像每一次一样;
我和你是应该有所保留的;
你并没有反驳、你并没有想说;
你用我也不会什么都告诉你这一个藉口而避免去告诉我你的;
已经没有再去介意了;
那晚我还是一样;
再一次让自己;
吻了你。

Sunday, October 3, 2010

To find fulfillment...don't exist with life - embrace it


i just dont want to know that is true;
i dont want you to tell me thats the truth.