Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence

又坐在这里踌躇了一整天；也不知是为了什么；some restlessness creeping on my nerve; 心里是知道的；清楚自己的底牌；就是不甘心；on the edge of settling down for 2nd best; 但就不是自己想要的；不停旋转徘徊在那个已经去过经过的十字路口；这是一个没有人能够帮我做的选择；对或错都是要对自己交待； 但有些事真的不是你一股劲的豁出去就会成事的；对这我也唯有认了。

When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane

you are charming; you clearly know that; you could've just said nothing or anything or even just smile; but instead you said you see; but what do you see? the idea that i miss smoking joint with you and that was fun; that's not my idea of fun at all; not this way; clearly for me.

you dont have to ask me; nonetheless you did; what are you trying to prove; it makes me wonder; you said let's go somewhere; i asked you to plan; time and time delay; it's not my style but i have no right to voice out; no right at all what so ever.