If you haven't forgiven yourself something, how can you forgive others?

this is ridiculous? we dont even know what we are arguing about? what is the point? i dont see it and even if i did, i might not be able to understand it; not your way; and u r just going to sit there; fine, great, make my day.

im sorry, can we start over? is it possible? what do u want from me?

我不想猜；我不想自己认为；我不想assume；我不想；
i dont want to assume that is alright to leave some clothes behind so i dont have to go back home every time i spent a night with you;
i dont want to assume that is alright to stay for breakfast or coffee without knowing that what time u should be going to work and u probably rushing or getting late;
i dont want to assume that is alright to spend time with u because im already at ur doorstep and that makes u feel that u oblige to do something;
i dont want to assume that everything is going to be alright because u tell me is going to be fine;
and i never ever assume that u will love me back just because i love u.