The thing I’m most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I’m going to do. Of not knowing what I’m doing right now.

you have changed my perspective on love; commitment; relationship so much within this short spam of time; what i used to think i want to achieve seems to be not that important anymore; when you are in love are you behavior that way because your partner also does the same thing? or you simply just being who you are and want them to like you as much? i cant say for sure and you have blurred that line; i start to get confuse; i know i doing something bad; but this is just so bad and it feels so good and so insatiable.