The more virtuous any man is, the less easily does he suspect others to be vicious.

i thought we are cooling off; i thought you have taken the time to do some thinking; our last mail and conversation was 5 days ago; now that i found out actually you were busy; you stop dealing with non-essential things; i am your non-essential thing; i do not mind; why did you still call; why you still drop in a piece of rock in my peacefully resting pool and creates ripple; i thought it's better off you don't call, text or e-mail; i was surprise you are back; you told me it will be tough for you in the upcoming days and months the hundred and million times; the things you need to deal with; there's nothing i can do; not for you; not for me; like you im just living one day at a time; it waits for no one; im sad to know that i am unimportant because of the short time we know each other; it's not long enough for you to care and it shouldn't be long enough for me to fall deep; i don't want to be the things you have to deal with; without each other we are both fine; but while you asking me what best, what works, what i want, at the same time i hope you think about the same thing too; because as much as we want it to be or i want it to be; this is not a game that only one player is playing; at the end of it i still want the same old thing; i want to get to know you better; thats all; thats all.