The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become

maybe i should just withdraw myself before we even start;

im afraid and fear that i will lose myself in front of u;

i know u r about to get involve with me intimately;

with no string attach;

just like the other;

we know what we're doing;

we know we wont get hurt;

this is just a game that is too risky for me to play;

i mean for the me now.

071009; 2122; 终于等到了那通等了许久的来电；已经三个星期多了；是他；我真的很喜欢他；我没有否认过；我希望他察觉到我在给他机会。