There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered

i cant always be there for you;
even if i want to;
the way we're dealing with each others life is not the same anymore;
but you know;
in my heart i always wanted more;
with you;
im sorry for i no longer able to manage your expectation;
if u choose to walk away, i'd understand.

"hey, u're free tonight? let's have dinner"; assuming someone is free and that they'e readily available for you at your own time and pace is not an option at this point of time; at least not in my life; not anymore.