Saturday, September 30, 2017

I love you, that means I’m not just here for the pretty parts. I’m here no matter what.














The last thing you said at 3am in the morning after you met with your friend; i saw you online then offline; then i said hi; "i am incredibly happy to you are in my life"; back to the beginning; random notes; bit of pieces of our weekend; this weekend we are supposed to spend time together; this is the first time you drop by at a station near my office; i drop work 30 minutes earlier; walked to the station to greet you; also because i have never been to the station myself; it would be my first time and a good excuse; double check on the train; made sure you are not out yet; saw you from far; your black pants and grey shirt; you were saying you probably should not wear a white shirt underneath other colour; i said it is fine; you are too self-conscious sometimes; we walked to get my car and drove out from here; sick of all the restaurant choices in the mall; we arrived at a cosy little Thai place; pork and rice; i will remember that; we had dinner; chit chat; talking about your weekend wear; how you are very particular on certain things; talk about car; work; your one upcoming interview is very important but the various job applications are not; you do not see the value of sharing it; reason why; because you see that as mundane and petty; as your dad normally shared; you wonder why do people share such a thing; i told you because people wan to know and from there little things they will; i should tell you to care more; get back to my house; listen to music; chit chat; watch a cartoon show; small part about therapy that i totally agreed; presence is important to you; you are trying to sell your house; what is your dream car; went to a teak shop for furniture; showroom for some information related to your work location; early morning toast date; talking about risk; i kept monitoring you are a safe guy; you beg to differ; that just one example the risk you have took; afterwards we went back home; relax a little bit more; you will set your mind to it once you have a plan; i lure you into doing soemthing else; you agreed; we had this beautiful moment where we spend together; you like the intimacy; watching you sleep and snore; you are a light sleeper; i was hungry after; you picked a nice place for lunch; you glad that i went with your preference and like it so far; i can see you are happy and proud; i treated you coffee; two americano; sat there; reading; chit chat; lighthearted afternoon; after some checking out all the places we are supposed to go; i send you back to your home; watching dance track and video; the one thing that sets us apart; i am not so worry; there is just so many things that we want to do; at least we have planned for mid week meeting; i am happy; very very happy.

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