I barely noticed loneliness anymore; it was my normal condition, by necessity if not by nature.

all these years;
i thought i have a moving goal post;
with the different phase in my life;
i am turning forty next year;
now i realise;
i am the same girl as i was before;
with the same goal;
wanting to love and be loved;
that was in my intro in same online post years ago;
and who i am and what i think now;
remains exactly the same;
just a girl;
wanting to love and be loved;


end.