you went on a holiday with your family;
this is the longest you have not written;
i hope that in a far away land;
in the middle of the night;
while you were holding her;
breathing her in;
you woke up;
and then you realise;
this is just another phase in your life;
all was juts a dream;
that the three little words did not mean anything to us;
that everything that you have said should have been told to someone else;
that this is just a short meaningless spark;
that we have lied to ourselves;
believe that everything will be better;
but it won't;
and it never will.
Happy New Year 2017.
i am not sad and depress;
i see it more clearly than ever;
the three words;
i wish i am;
if not then maybe i could be.