And it hurts so much to want something you can’t have.

i like the way how you fold your clothes and you put it outside on the sofa;
i like the way how you actually saw the book and then pretend that you didn't so that you can visit me again the next time;
i like how we both taste the chocolate in our mouth that i say it's disgusting but actually liking it;
i like so many many things with you;
i like you so much and i dont know whether i should do this more or do this less;
pls dont think about it now, you said;
i know for sure that i am going to hell for this;
yet, i want it more;
i just have to do more of it.