Enjoyment is not a goal, it is a feeling that accompanies important ongoing activity.

i do realise before you even tell me or say anything; that you have something more; that there is something you are not telling; that we suddenly talk about body fat we need to lose and you asked me to show you my muscle; what is that gotto do with anything; we've been hiding too much; way beyond the point that we dont even know how to tell each other; for reason we need not investigate.

i just miss you, really really miss you.