Do not wait for leaders; do it alone, person to person.

how do you refrain yourself from something you enjoy so much?
that's why ive been so quiet i guess;
you cant say no to me remember?
that's what i like so much about you;
it's like we have this mutual agreement;
being with each other this way;
liking each other; pleasing each other;
the only problem is i never ask, never say;
i created this side of me that stays demand-less in front of you;
which gives me the feeling of unfairness that you didn't feel;
because to you if i want it i should ask for it;
but to me if we both want it we will give it to each other;
willingly;
no need asking;
no need begging;
no need forcing;
no sympathy;
nothing of that sort;
at least not from me.