You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do.

you don't feel there is no progress between us.
i really don't know what we're doing;
i don't see where we're going with this and how this is going to work in the long run;
im not convinced enough;
who are we kidding, right?
i don't know what should i say anymore;
i don't see anything that you see that this is actually working;
at least not on my side;
i don't want to sound like a broken record and make it looks like everytime i seem to be the only one pointing out things or problem about this, coz from your end everything is ok;
i know you keeping your hopes up high, being optimistic, positive and everything;
im not being negative here, i want things to work, but not like this;
maybe you want to enlighten me, coz i really don't see the point why we are doing what we're doing right now.

从来都不是一个很会说话的小孩；
自小如是；
比较喜欢以写的来表达；
近来觉得生活又回到了那一段迷惑的曾经；
像deja vu很多没有解答的疑问；
生活平淡地真实；
真的不介意吗？
真的就这样吗？
做自己喜欢做的，他说；
走着走着无意中又回到了原点；
说着说着无意中我又想哭了；
写着写着无意中我又想你了；
不写了。