Sunday, May 13, 2018

I’m thinking the reason I’ve been so quiet all those years is only because he wasn’t around yet for me to tell everything to.




















i know for sure this moment; i never want to be apart from you; we experienced a rare moment together; you put up a really good suggestion; you drove me home; i threw a little tantrum coz a miss of time that we could've spent together; i still value it very much that we can talk and recap at the end of the day; now it becomes bit and pieces; i want to jot it down now before i forget; we have our own little phrases already; ok thanks bye; ok then; alright then; all the funny lines; you are not discipline; i know there's things you do not like me to make fun about; but you know not a crazy way to push it away; you always seem so nerdy; straight and square; even your joke is so; it was a day trip; we got everything done; then for the two three days we just hibernate into each's other company; chasing; reading; watching news for every single update as quick as we possibly can; i truly value all these moments we spent together for possibly the biggest turning point of our country's history and we were together with each other witnessing this moment; this is some experiences moment cant buy; words cant make out how i feel; then we took a breather in between for a short gap; i'm getting ready for a guest; then you picked me up for breakfast; see you again shortly after; boredom often comes to mind; i truly believe it is in your control to make it as colorful as you can be; the dink life that we miserably admit; watering plants that are not even mine; happy that i play a part; looking at furniture; moving it around at your home; going to a tasty flavorful Macanese restaurant; walk in the park whenever we can; the idea to create a comfortable space for me; slowly going towards that goal; i hope i will soon feel the ease being with you no matter where we are; looking forward to our big travel trip together; i know i still being pessimistic and realistic about being together; thank you for reassuring me time and time again to make me believe that we will pull thru; together; no matter what. 

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