Thursday, May 17, 2018

If you persistently seek validation from others, you will inadvertently invalidate your own self-worth.




















we sat in the car and had a long chat; first time you reacted so strongly about change of plan; it will disrupt things and it is not healthy for our relationship; you insist of a closure; because i do not know; i said some thing may crop up and we have to reopen this; you are emotionless; expressionless which makes it hard for me to read; anyway we met you friends and you said tomorrow we still meeting; you send a tingling sensation all over  me; i drop you at the station two days in a row; you said you want to get married; i asked how can you be sure; it's a feeling; i am more skeptical than you do; but we both are open; talking about it without hesitation and uneasiness; you said you are sure and this is for real; i appreciate your readiness and openness; we will even keep two houses; i think that will be the best; anyway; what i think now is let;s get through our big trip; you can plan everything; as long as you do not ask me what to do when we are there; that will totally piss me off. kisses.

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