Wednesday, March 21, 2018

I do not exist to impress the world. I exist to live my life in a way that will make me happy.




















i haven't been writing since two weeks back; every time when i get to spend time with you; time seems to fly by fast; i recall this time around you have not been spending time much at my place; you did it last during that time your house has water disruption; we watched godfather 1 and you said we should watch 2 together; you will tell me the story line if i do not understand it; i gave you what i had; it is not something uncommon; nevertheless nervous and scary; you say you do not mind; i guess we cant mind it anymore; i did laundry for you; it lasted for a week; finally all settle back in; went to a crowded Chinese restaurant twice; wont go there anymore; still like our little mexican place the best; where we relax; had breakfast, lunch and smoke; we also went back to little india; had simple breakfast; life is too short to wait; it is not like the food is so worthwhile; we went to KLCC one time too; got anxious about looking for a breakfast place; i urged you to hurry along; decided to had breakfast in a little kopitiam cafe; satisfied meal; see you two days in a row before i head off to hometown; had nice indian apam; so many varieties; i have discovered; sometimes odd conversation happens between you and i; the "caring" perception you wish to create; the dragging on task that should have been done that annoys me a little; as long as it does not crash on our major value; i guess i can live with it; gotten present from your uncle from his trip; happy someone actually remembers; we laugh a lot when we are together; you open door for me; a lot of your chronic unease moments kick in; do this and that because; i start to adopt; do not see any harm; i want to be a better person; i am not the type that sets goal; never do; with you; i wish i can do more; run more; love you more and more and more.

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