There are no wrong turnings. Only paths we had not known we were meant to walk.

you kept saying that i am special; that you love me; you said that twice; i urge you not to say that three little word so lightly; because i feel for you and will hold you responsible; i will hold you against it insensibly; now of course magic is only very very difficult to keep at the same level in daily life; we know this; it is not rocket science.

so we finished the course of love; we briefly talk about it because we don't have a lot of time; i sent you a 5 minutes review in voice; you too were telling me that you love me very much, twice; what does this all mean though? maybe it is not a matter of right or wrong; maybe it is just a matter how this relationship of ours affect each other's life in the long run; how would it affect her; what sort of things/ feelings we aiming to achieve; will it hurt us? sooth us? make us better? or no changes or effect at all? we perhaps know the how and why; we just do not know when; this time maybe it is time to decide - when.

or perhaps - eventually you will realise, maybe there's people you love and maybe there's people you marry and they are not the same people.