If we are the same person before and after we love, that means we haven’t loved enough.

I silently wish that you will told me this is enough. 

That i am standing in your way back to your wife. 

That i am useless. 

That i am only doing you harm. Hurting you.
That this is not gonna work if we continue this way.
Thta you text me first.
Thta you gave up.
Which i already know this will always be the case. 

Anyway.
As much as i try to deny it.

Please just let me hurt first.

Please.