Once you replace negative thoughts with positive ones, you will start having positive results.

I dont even feel weird.
Sitting all by myself alone having coffee by the sea side this evening. 
The hotel lady said i am so brave travel alone, i dont used to do it at all. I just needed some time off.
I wanted to sit here, just to kill time, do nothing.
The sun has set, day getting dark.
I will sit here and wait until the lights come on.