Sunday, March 20, 2016

The sensitive suffer more; but they love more, and dream more.

it is Sunday today; it has been a few days since Wednesday; since we last seen each other; it feels already too long; we say we are going to meet on Monday; we kept the communication open; constantly chatting; your family is here; i want you to be with them; i will do fine without you; i have been; it will just get better with you; then i remember the chocolate cake metaphor; i always do; i do not want you to lie and do bad things behind their back; it seems the only way that we will be able to see each other is by being dishonest; i hate that feeling; the guilt will slowly creeps in and eat you up; if it is not now; it will be later; i wish i am never the kind that mind; but i do; i want you not to say it if you cannot do it; just leave it and do it to me and make it happen because you can; not because it's a dare; a challenge or that you think i ask you to; if you can't do it; dont say it then i will feel less sad about it; then i will feel you are not like any other man that i know before; but you are still to me unlike any other man i have met before; that is why i fall for you so strongly; so deeply; so helplessly; so effortlessly; i only wish we are just here; only us; just here; right now.

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