The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them.

again we are talking about things we have talked about; there is no clean way to do this; at least not with you; too much emotions involve; the infatuation; still lingers on after three months; i do not know why you keep on mentioning there; do you wish for me to move there with you? if so, how? if yes, why? we will not be together officially ever; then i am thinking life is too short to be unhappy and i am very very happy with you; why should i and why would i stop? isn't that what life is all about; to pursuit happiness to no end even though you know it will be tough; even though whatever you are feeling is wrong and shouldn't be; i dont have the answer; all the things you said move me and touch me; being yourself makes me want to be with you more and more; i didn't move an inch away; not at all; i feel a sudden desperation to tell you that i have fallen deeply in love with you; in the end afraid that you may not feel the same and you will walk away; i dont know if its just because of sex or if the feeling is mutual; the kind of feeling that i am feeling.