"My Father died. Do you have any idea how lonely it is when Parents die?" - i will never know how that feels, now matter how hard i imagine it, not until when it happens. i don't want to act like i understand your pain.
I am doing this because i care. Let's keep being ourselves and be friend, this is what we have been doing for months now.
Can we keep this going without having the feeling that you want to not even try first?