The most that we can do is to hope for the best till we know the worst. Of course, we shall make the best of the worse when it comes.

I am thinking about you a lot, to be with you, to start a family with you, to have kids with you, to build a home with you, you said I hate you sometimes but that's not true, you rephrase that I can't stand you, that is right and you said that's almost the same thing, that is hardly the same thing, it's totally different thing, I do not hate you at all, if anything you just drive me mad and that's all. I swear sometimes the thing you said is deliberate because you want to drive me away, but unknowingly all this is just driving me closer to you, unknowingly so.