We have this wonderful time together; you have been struggled for weeks with your life; i showed up unannounced; you could've been mad at me ask me to fucking get lost; leave! you didn't; maybe you pity me; maybe you have empathy; i am always scare and i still am, afraid that i might be a burden; afraid that i trouble people; afraid that people are not telling me that i am a burden or trouble; always afraid; always too hard on myself and always unsettling; i am not the talking type; asking type; begging type; if you let me know or even when i sense the slightest annoyance; i will tell myself to back out and let you be; im never good at anything; never.
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