Friday, January 3, 2014

Courage isn't the absence of fear; it's the dealing with it.



















03012014; 17:29; 05:10; it's very jam; raining even; you called; you know well you could get stuck in the city center; still you have errand to run; i didnt ask more; im glad you call as always; just happy; you can tell from my voice; you finally say you have to tell me the thing that happened sometimes soon; because you can't stand it anymore; you can't sleep at night; its keeping you up, things that on your mind; i said i can't ask and push any further if you are not willing to tell; you never get used to be calling me so frequent; you need someone to listen; to talk to; if i don't know what happen; i cant help you; let's go have a lot of beers and get drunk; we teased; then you tell me it's your fault; don't say that; it's not anyone's fault; this is the decision you made; everyone has a choice and you decided to do that; maybe way back when your mind is clear and you want to do it where it just feels right; but time and thing get tough, people change and you get shaky along the way; maybe what you need is just some courage, few beers and a friend; you say you miss me out loud; you know i will be here, right?

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