To be without some of the things you want is an indispensable part of happiness.

i love you baby;
then he ended the call;
awkward moment;
i know i shouldnt stay;
what is this anyway;
he insisted;
who am i to him?
can one love two person?
im not sure;
in the end;
i still stayed;
kiss him;
touch him;
made love to him;
twice;
maybe we should just do dinner and movie next time;
thats it;
he cant let go;
i cant let go;
we cant let go;
still cant let go.