If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistakes, only sooner

part 5
there's this "you dont trust me" feeling, which i think we haven't really establish our trust, u say i say one thing and mean another, and i say one thing want it to mean that thing but i often fail to translate my thought with the right words.
i remember way back when we first met and then now, i dunno what went wrong, or we just dont belong to each other, coz i seem to be a burden to you and you will be better off without me.