Art has never been made while thinking of art

"working weekend im afraid"; as usual; you talking about things ahead; i never really ask; i dont care; first of all i am really just asking you what i wanted and not anything more; i have no hidden agenda; second of all you really outta change the way you think about me think about you; it's not the same anymore; i dont want to disturb you; thats really never my intention; i hope not become a distraction; at least in your life im not; i just want to leave you alone; like how you always wanted me to; no question; no relation; no promise; no concern; no commitment.

偷偷抽了一支烟； “你抽烟了？”； 你吻着我的时候这样说； “才一支”； “我没管你抽多少，只是不想你抽”； “生日快乐”； “谢谢”； “老了一岁怎样？”； “没怎样，这样才糟糕， 反而希望自己看来老了一岁，现在其实感觉没差”； 对于未来日子的顾虑如果你说没有应该都是骗人的； 但你我之间也就是确实存在着多番的犹豫和猜疑； 认真地想想也不是什么大不了的问题； 我爱你而你却不爱我；就这样而已。