Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear


my favourite number is 2


you shoot a life that i wish i had....i like how you say "it's fine" but it's actually not; i found out that you are in a place so far away but you still continue wanting to keep in touch; you fail to realize my despair and pretend that nothing is wrong between us; your unwillingness of all seems to have kept us even closer; i do not understand the reason behind all this; at time you want me closer when all the while i thought you want me far.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

If I have ever made any valuable discoveries, it has been owing more to patient attention than to any other talent


i have an idea;
from now on;
here;
let's do this just for fun;
i post my one fav pic a day;
plus one thing about me a day;
and if we last long enough;
say for a year;
in the end;
we would have here:
365 of my fav pic
and you know about 365 things about me;
how about that?

My favourite color is Green.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Do not weep; do not wax indignant. Understand


what you have to understand is;
not everyone thinks like you;
someone might just not like you;
it's really not your fault;
you do not need to figure it out;
and you do not need to please everyone;
the one you once loved might not always be there;
but that does not mean they're gone;
just try to love yourself harder;
that's all..

Sunday, November 15, 2009

A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling



"Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?"

i never tell you this coz i thought you would never understand....it's weird to think sometime things that used to be so important and so matter to you dont anymore; you reliase the change and actually love it; then you think about this little person that you are being; the world go round, life goes on with or without you; but you are indeed important; you just dont quite know when yet...

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Trust thyself only, and another shall not betray thee


你说你有一点点的时间;你又去了一次远足旅行;你说星期三你会回来;不重要啊;这不是我想要知道的;其实我没有在你的行程里;我还有自知之命;你没有告诉我;我不想你以为我会难过。

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Give all to love; obey thy heart


Even now I can smell your clothes
Freshly from the wash,
Still hot from the dryer.
Even now I can smell your skin
As I wrap you in a towel,
Lay you on the bed, and try to love you
Even now I can feel your arms.
I can feel your breasts.
I can hear your songs.

And I always can find you again.

Even now I can feel your hand
Gently over mine,
With almost no weight at all.
Even now I can feel your eyes.
Watch me as I strum
Much too late at night.
Even now I can see you smile.
I can hear you hum.
I can hear you sing.

And I always can find you again.

Even in the dark of night.
Even in the lowest light.
Even as the world outside is spinning,
And spinning

Even now I can feel your hair
Blow across my cheek
As we sit in one of two chairs.
Even now I can feel your face
Resting on my chest,
Wrestling for sleep and failing at it.
Even now I can see you sleep.
I can see you dream.
I can see you fly.

And I always can find you again.
And I always can find you again.

Many of our fears are tissue paper thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them

今天心情- 无聊。

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Life is divided into the horrible and the miserable


If you are the cloud, then i am the snow
If you are the rain, then i will not grow
All of the asperity you have sewn

If you are the voice inside of my head
That's fine with me
I'll turn down the bed
You cannot control me from the other side
No, you will not control me from the other side

Here we are again, love
Here we go again
By your side i can't pretend anymore
Now everything starts where it ends

When nobody wants you in their life
When nobody wants you in their life
When nobody wants you in their life
It's alright, it's gonna be alright

Do you feel what i feel coming?
All the oxen freed us now
Hiding in the tree life, kids come out at dusk light
Don't go home, it's tip toe time

All these threes are my trees
All these dreams are my dreams
Cool it Mr. Ice Cream sun!
Now cool it Mr. Ice Cream.

Here we are again, love
Here we go again
By your side i can't pretend anymore
Now everything starts where it ends

Do you feel what i feel?
Our heart is slowing down
No one will love what you love to defend
It all will start where it ends

Now do you see what i see?
Your calm is breaking the sound
Do not fear what i fear to pretend
All this will start where it ends

Wake up, you're alive
We're on your side
Wake up, you're alive
We're on your side
Wake up, you're alive
We're on your side
Wake up, you're alive

Here we are again, love
Here we go again
By your side i can't pretend anymore
Now everything starts where it ends

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter

"so?"你问,在我还没来得及回家之前;我想你是在意的;但却不想我误会的那种在意;于是就这样很没有在意很轻松;还是一样玩乐着吃着汉堡;你问了我一个有关尺寸的问题;it's just something random; 我不相信;如果从来没有想过又怎么会问呢? 你有你不想解释的原因;我明白; 所以当你一直问我而我也没有说的时候你也应该明白.
我在你做的梦中;我想我是对的;你有一点点的恐惧;对死亡;对未来;但你却没有想过要开始一段新的生活、又或有一个家;我也不必为你担心什么;还是就一起去旅行吧!"you are in my will and i want to leave you my camera.." - end-

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

No one is ready for a thing until he believes he can acquire it


actually;
i am not as nice;
and as brave;
as you think i am;
or as i thought i could be.

True religion is the life we lead, not the creed we profess



I'm very pleased with each advancing year. It stems back to when I was forty. I was a bit upset about reaching that milestone, but an older friend consoled me. 'Don't complain about growing old - many, many people do not have that privilege' .

- Earl Warren

Monday, November 9, 2009

It is our responsibilities, not ourselves, that we should take seriously


you think you can just come back into my life again;
and expect me to say yes;
you give me this illusion of falling in love with you;
and you walk away;
you feeling all alone, sad and lonely;
and you thought of me;
it doesnt work that way.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I am certain there is too much certainty in the world

凌晨2点钟;喝了点酒;藉着一股微微的醉意;我和你聊着; spontaneously:"hey, im serious, are you?"; "i am, i see you here"; 就这样而已;我们之间相互吸引着彼此的;我们很清楚;是性; 无他; 我们都知道各自的需求;no string attach; it's a game; just dont get burn.

081109; 1331; 忙吗?不忙;你呢?很想你;我看着你;you're so different today; you are so stress and i feel restless beside you; 你很紧张; 你从来都不曾这样;我不知道真正的原因;你没有说;我没有权过问;来到星巴克;你居然无端端唱起beegees的歌;还真像;我还是按耐不住问了;你没有说只是说你很烦很纳闷;你是老了;疲倦的老了;还是在滔滔不绝;我想你其实是怕孤独的;但你从来不肯去承认;至少你不肯向我承认; 还要装到什么时候呢;如果想就说吧做吧;怎么样也只不过只是几个字而已呀: "我爱你陪我去玩玩,好吗"

Saturday, November 7, 2009

The only reason some people get lost in thought is because it's unfamiliar territory



















yes im insane;
coz even if i already have enuff shit for myself to deal with;
i still want to put up with ur shit;
thats cause i love u;
i really do.

Friday, November 6, 2009

Thursday, November 5, 2009

The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook















he told me about this long time ago; on his view not to care; i just cant seem to let go; noise blur into background; he whispers to me:"please hold me and never let me go, ever."

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Sunday, November 1, 2009

It is impossible to defeat an ignorant man in argument



i try to write everything everyday; even a little; even though there is nothing much to write about; all and all i actually just want you to know; i miss you dearly....like nothing else in the world matters, but you.