I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

but no seriously,
it was just a casual texting moment,
and since when i worry?
since when?

Curious things, habits. People themselves never knew they had them

就算是要去胡乱糟蹋自己一番；

也会是和自己熟悉的有图可某的人；

虽然事后自己还是真的会很难过；

但也并不会觉得太难堪；

毕竟大家都已经是这么大的人了；

总算没有到一个颓废的地步盲目地用自己已经没有值得多少的感情和那所剩无几的青春去浪费掉在一些无谓的人身上。

Train yourself to let go of the things you fear to lose

放手吧;

我已经不再爱了.

Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate

yesterday was so crazy!

She wanted something to happen - something, anything: she did not know what

就这样；

毫无机心；

毫无目的；

也并没有觉得难堪；

他说偶尔会想起你；

那份没有真感情的偶尔；

但不会因此而感到无耻；

就像赤裸裸地站在舞台中央；

没有人鼓掌；

却还是从容不迫满脸笑容强迫着自己把一场丑剧演完；

当剧场的灯完全熄灭；

才黯然发现；

眼中并没有藏着以往所会忍着的泪水；

你怀念起以前那个自己。

When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane

you are charming; you clearly know that; you could've just said nothing or anything or even just smile; but instead you said you see; but what do you see? the idea that i miss smoking joint with you and that was fun; that's not my idea of fun at all; not this way; clearly for me.

you dont have to ask me; nonetheless you did; what are you trying to prove; it makes me wonder; you said let's go somewhere; i asked you to plan; time and time delay; it's not my style but i have no right to voice out; no right at all what so ever.

I am certain there is too much certainty in the world

凌晨2点钟；喝了点酒；藉着一股微微的醉意；我和你聊着； spontaneously:"hey, im serious, are you?"; "i am, i see you here"; 就这样而已；我们之间相互吸引着彼此的；我们很清楚；是性； 无他； 我们都知道各自的需求；no string attach; it's a game; just dont get burn.

081109; 1331; 忙吗？不忙；你呢？很想你；我看着你；you're so different today; you are so stress and i feel restless beside you; 你很紧张； 你从来都不曾这样；我不知道真正的原因；你没有说；我没有权过问；来到星巴克；你居然无端端唱起beegees的歌；还真像；我还是按耐不住问了；你没有说只是说你很烦很纳闷；你是老了；疲倦的老了；还是在滔滔不绝；我想你其实是怕孤独的；但你从来不肯去承认；至少你不肯向我承认； 还要装到什么时候呢；如果想就说吧做吧；怎么样也只不过只是几个字而已呀: "我爱你陪我去玩玩，好吗"

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much

两段：

起码知道he is not looking;

如果对你说没事是假的；

心情一下子跌到谷底；

但人家对你坦白了；

还能说什么呢；

我也不差呀；

不是你的问题；

还是吻了他；

然后把他电话立刻给删掉了；

已经没有必要将它留下了；

没有必要。

不小心遗下的；

10分钟；

你一直很客气；

i dont want to start something that i cant finish;

只是表达的方式不一样而已；

对他有另外一种感觉；

每一次都很短然后他就完全释放掉了；

像是烟花一样就一刹那；

我还没有能够捉摸到；

没有放很多心思去想接下来会怎样；

会再见的；

先搁着吧；

也好。

Men who never get carried away should be

this is just another affair;

i told myself;

i fall for you;

the same;

i cant helped it;

i know it will hurt;

and i know i will get better;

but images of being with you last nite;

keep on appearing in my mind;

ur soft voice;

ur polite manner;

ur tender kisses;

ur gentle touch;

just let me miss u for now;

for that's the only thing i can do;

for now....

Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail

我没有想到我们会见；我们一直在约都没有成；两个多月的事了；那天已经很晚了；你还是坚持我过去；到你家的时候已经2330了；要喝些红酒吗？唔；我们就坐着没有说话；我将burn好了的cd交给你；给你的；我说；这是你在我车里听到的；all the mellow songs; 啊，谢谢你；how was your day， 我问； tired as usual； 我抚摸着你看起来有一些憔悴的脸；已经很久没有像这样静静地在家里呆了；每晚我都出去应酬或者是要招呼朋友很晚才到家；今晚很高兴你能来陪我；就不用做什么；静静的；就这样；你把头枕在我的大腿上；听着那张cd；刚巧是damien rice的歌；你像是在朦胧中睡着了；然后突然间我想起一句话；我轻轻念了一段：“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and doesn't try to sleep with people even if they could have. I need to know that these people exist.“， 我很喜欢这本书: The Perks of Being a Wallflower. -- 完 --

Who is more busy than he who hath least to do?

原来你还记得那天我们见面；我轻轻抚摸你的背；你说你很喜欢这种温柔的感觉；你在启程前用了15分钟和我短短地见了个面；我们之间也还是一样；没有爱的感觉。