I’ve had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy

Friday night; i was at a company event; he texted me said to meet up; i ask if he can wait; of course he can and he would; to have a drink with another friend of his; i gladly reply a yes; i want to see him; do not feel any bad conscious; we had a few beers; some food; a bloody good time listening to various sort of music; got introduce to some good one; finally agreed on one; the heavy; he feels a little bit jealous because he cant talk about music with the two of us; i feel free; truly enjoying the night; joke of the night; on stage was singing a song by Sting - Heavy Cloud No Rain; i literally take it as a statement; we laugh about it for a while; his friend was odd about joke; answering a question with a question; it was still fun; we ended the night passionately as expected; i do not even know after tomorrow; i just want to spend every single moment that i possibly could with him; until the time comes; whenever it is