I have so much of you in my heart.

it started at 8.30; a breakfast date; first surprise; you are on time; second surprise; you brought me a chocolate; you said you were travelling; but still you do not have to; i brought you nothing; proceed with breakfast; chatted away ranging from family; work; my course; past relationships; religious; interest; traveling; Sydney; food; concert; a little bit of football; even Beckham; you already ask if i want to go to Russia for World Cup game; i find that direct approach refreshing; the conversations carry on; we have good impression with each other; i lost count how many times we high five; certain values are on par; you are practical; punctual; i like that; in the first few hours i already few i share too much; even my private family stuff which i do not normally share in the first date; i guess i am feeling conformable enough and be ready to open myself up with you; we already kind of mention a lot of things we can do together; perhaps; too soon; the coffee was bad but the toast was nice; you and your family also having struggle; a lot of things seem matching; then we decided to change to another place to talk further; you drove me there; we talked more over tea and lunch; it was a nice place; 7 Sept - 25 Oct; ESTJ - ISFJ; two years gap; horse - dragon; Virgo - Scorpio; love language test; you do not seem to into so much about star sign or zodiac but big on personality; perhaps from your past experience it could help with future one; still i wonder; the test result it depends on how you are or the situation you are in right now there and then; it tends to change and people bound to change; that is the beauty of it; can not believe you are a dance guy; that is the only difference i spotted about us; this one thing;  wait; no; there's another; we do not have the same taste in music; that i notice; we talked about your house; property ownership; on the things we have been through; the different result; i just want out; your ex did not and you gave her what she asked for; for i know even if i ask for it i will not get; i was out quietly after all these years; the struggle was real and we sort of understand it; you can easily be manipulated by someone you love; hard for you to trust; i guess i am being cautious too; everyone would; a lot of things i would put it upfront now; because after lunch, i was thinking whether we should continue and i ask him bluntly if he wants to keep hanging out; because i do not know his schedule and what is his plan; and he replied that he would be happy to continue and change to another place; finally we decided that we want to spend a bit mire time together; we change to a little cafe that serves really good croissant; we kept the bar place that we have been seated; we dont mind it so much; although now that finally i realise the reason why we stick to that we possibly because that was the opportunity we can get physical together with some light touches; none of us did; we were shy and polite i guess; we showed each other social media postings; he wants to befriend so that i can see his update; i would normally decline but i accepted him this time with a good reason; i showed him family and friend photos; there was even this "if there's a smoke i will go for it now" moment; which i find rather cute; time flies when you having a good time; we realise it's time to part and we gladly did; before i walk out from the car; we stopped for a brief moment to say our proper goodbye; quite naturally we lean to kiss each other; it was quite a sweet and short kiss; we both smiles shyly and know that we have to do that again; which we did more properly and we were holding hands; i feel this joy genuinely i have inside; we have already plan as next week is a short week; and we have a mutual feeling that we want to see each other again; hence we lock down another dinner date for tonight; i can not tell you what is going to happening now; i just feel glad that we make another date already; without waiting for it too long.