Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed of, but do it in private and wash your hands afterwards

09032010; 22.04; i said im not sorry about the coffee; you didnt hear me; i screwed up; messed up the last; anyway i dont feel sorry at all; i really dont; you sleep better with me around; i feel more natural now; doing things with u; kissing u; you said i score a pretty good 8 but in actual fact im a 10 to you; there's no awkwardness anymore; just a random call; even if it's getting a bit later now; you said you like my hair a lot this way while you slowly brushing it off my forehead; i still dont understand why sometimes you picking up on my brains in ideas, i suck at it anyway; you act like a kid; as usual; i just stand there and smile; everything seems so right, bright and beautiful.

Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate

yesterday was so crazy!

She wanted something to happen - something, anything: she did not know what

就这样；

毫无机心；

毫无目的；

也并没有觉得难堪；

他说偶尔会想起你；

那份没有真感情的偶尔；

但不会因此而感到无耻；

就像赤裸裸地站在舞台中央；

没有人鼓掌；

却还是从容不迫满脸笑容强迫着自己把一场丑剧演完；

当剧场的灯完全熄灭；

才黯然发现；

眼中并没有藏着以往所会忍着的泪水；

你怀念起以前那个自己。

Hard things are put in our way, not to stop us, but to call out our courage and strength

some fav lines from 500 days of summer

day 488 - at the park...

Summer: I woke up one morning and I just knew.

Tom: Knew what?

Summer: What I was never sure of with you.

Summer: One day I'm reading Dorian Grey at the

corner deli and this guy sits down

and starts asking about it. Now

he's my husband!

What would have happened if I went

to the movies instead? If I went

somewhere else for lunch? If I

showed up to eat ten minutes later?

Tom, it was meant to be, just like

you said. And as it was happening,

I knew it. I could feel it, sure as

the sun. And I kept thinking to

myself "Holy shit. Tom was right."

You were right about all of it.

It just wasn't me you were right

about.

To pretend, I actually do the thing: I have therefore only pretended to pretend

you cant just make up things and assume everything will be alright.

Good habits result from resisting temptation

if you really love her;

you will work for it;

you really would.

It's so much easier to suggest solutions when you don't know too much about the problem

he told me he's a slut;

he fools around;

still;

what that suppose to mean?

that you are his best friend now?

that he is really opening up?

that he really just needs someone to talk to?

and you found out that he and her quarrel;

again;

what that suppose to mean?

that you might have a shot at this?

then you realize you are number 1,223,342,677 in the line;

he is such a slut;

and all you want is revenge.

Humility is the embarrassment you feel when you tell people how wonderful you are

i mean, even you and him are together;

it's still possible that he keeps secret from you;

that's how things works now;

kinda;

these days.

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation

i hope i dont do this to myself;

somewhere along the line;

i forget what im suppose to do;

and going against the direction;

doing what i do not like to do all along;

i hope.

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven

to me is not where you going;

is who you are going with.

If you really want to do something, you do it. You don't save it for a sound bite

we missed our kiss goodnight & kiss goodbye.
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and u pull me over to see what does chocolate and beer mixture taste like.
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im willing to be his theraphy.
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what is the big plan next? you me somewhere...........far.

Living is having ups and downs and sharing them with friend

but isn't everything that we do;

is suppose to make us feel a little bit better?

Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody

and u starting to feel a little better;

when u realise u can summarize ur day in a few sentences;

short and sweet one;

then one day when u read it back;

it actually not bad;

and indeed it was not bad at all.

You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today

你甚至不太清楚；

梦想和现实；

到底是怎么样的一回事；

才发觉；

人生原来已经变得这么糟糕了。

When people think the world of you, be careful with them

或许；

一些意外的发生；

是为了；

要让你去看清楚；

我到底是一个怎么样的人。

Take everything you like seriously, except yourselves

maybe i was meant to disturb you.

I don't really trust a sane person

I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I just lived

the length of it. I want to live the width of it as well.

-- Diane Ackerman

Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself

其实我只是想写下；
因为；
我怕我会忘了。

Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there

and this is when i actually realise;

when u write a "9" too short it will becomes an "a";

hence the address;

then thru a short work actually makes me notice;

that;

im a subconsciously a very self-conscious person.

Fools admire, but men of sense approve

it's not that i dont want to;
but i cant.